Well unknowingness can be a great protection(if you can’t take how things really are(i suppose there are many things i wouldn’t want to know until i reach complete conscious detachment from thought and emotion)) sometimes and knowledge os not for the light-hearted i suppose.
Not you, but your Ego man.
I believe you feel not that good only now, it’s just the “death” of a past life and the “beginning” of a new one, that will be way better than previous one
As a person who sympathizes strongly with your desire for total knowingness (esp about nature of reality), would you be willing to share? Even if just in PM with me and interested folks.
Without divulging any info is there is any practical advice you could give? Doesn’t have to be specific. Could be something as simple as be nicer or drink more water.
idk I think some people have kink for ego death, so it might go over nicely. Anyway I shall leave you be now. I appreciate you sharing what you have alrelady in the thread