The Fruit series (Fruit of Knowledge + Fruition of the Mind)

Could you say more about this?

Personally, not from experience but from research. I think there are no limits to how conscious a human can become. And If there is, then it’s “source” or God consciousness, becoming conscious of how one created the WHOLE universe, even non-duality itself.

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I must have misspoken
I’m not talking about that. My bad

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I was going to talk about the human animal or all the scientific stuff I learned.

But I have this new things going on, there are the intense or lucid dreams, there is awake “real” life and now it feels like sometimes I briefly wake up from “real life”. In a place that is not human, not 3D, beyond the human life cosplaying.

I’m sure quite a few people here have felt this. I’m not sure what I’m seeing but just being in this place beyond 3d human life, it explains a lot. You don’t need an explanation, just being there is the explanation. It’s happening more and more.

Lots of freaky things.
I’m just watching my mind and feelings, the human side of me, watching my thoughts like a third party. Feels like I’m cosplaying as a human, living in this bubble of reality and I’m just going to wake up anytime soon.

Bring the straight jacket

More or less 5% reached

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Makes me think about the movie LUCY
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Looking forward to more updates :slight_smile:

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I haven’t seen it yet, is it good ?

I have seen only one scene with a timesquare timel apse

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It might not be a master piece, but I really like it, it’s entertaining and interesting :slight_smile:
A little similar to Limitless.

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Never watched Litmitless but watched lucy when i was young.

lol

Might give it a watch today actually.

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What does cap think about all this?

If its not somthing private.

Is he suprised that u changed the way u did?

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I need more progress journal

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I finally started to understand how the fruit works and what I was really asking when I asked Dream for this.

I just know a bunch of stuff, I can see atoms, stars, electronic components, how minds work.

I just know it, I’m thinking about what would happen if I did that, it would lead to this problem, I would solve it this way. I can see steps.

Sometimes it seems like I’m making stuff ups, so I google things and I’m always amazed to see that it’s right.

Yup, that’s how it works and how it’s made.
I start thinking about mathematical problems I never thought about and I know how to solve them.

I keep checking google and it keeps being right.

For the more spiritual stuff, I can’t really checks but I can feel and see it, I can feel the energy.

I learned how to use the Fruit more effectively.

It’s compounding in crazy ways, I don’t need to learn or remember. Things become so obvious I felt silly for not knowing them sooner.

I’m becoming very “sciency”

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Thanks for sharing of course this thing is really interesting you know,

you think is possible for you to make a new algebra?

I was thinking like something with different mathematical equations or operations of some sort.

Maybe problems that science can’t solve you can do. New rules that are holistic maybe, different approaches to solving even new horizons to explore practically.Maybe numbers and not variables that have different approaches at once etc etc

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Yes, that’s the cool part.

I had started some projects, but then I’m learning so fast, I kinda push them aside and get interested in new things.

I intend to make some breakthrough science next year. I’m learning and checking what is already known.

I can see some interesting area to focus on.

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Ayeeeeee , I am really looking forward to this. Will you make anything public? I mean not forum public but to the world public

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I’m really excited, it’s a very unique experience, I have a real advantage

But I won’t share anything with the public without thinking about the consequences .

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Respectable, 8k is too much money so you gotta get em back.

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But I’m still at the beginning and I’m increasingly uncertain on how I will use what I learned or what it will lead to in the future.

What path I’ll choose ? who knows

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Just don’t do a nuclear war and we are all good.

But again I think the way it goes that at 1 year progress you will know if you need-want-willing to make them public or not. Maybe epiphanies of how it will affect humanity and how worth it would be. Then again I don’t know about it, the whole thread is really the most interesting thing I have seen though. Really intriguing in every aspect.

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Lol

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Damn right

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Another thing,
I’m becoming more detached.

I can observe my thoughts and the layers behind them, the energy, beliefs attached to them, the patterns.

I’m not very stable mentally, sometime i get caught up and I try to let go instead of actually letting go. Then I just let it happen it flow and I come back.

I keep count, I got caught up for 30 min, I got caught up yesterday afternoon when my mind was drifting.

This happened, then I thought this and that and I ended up here. “yup, it’s OCD”. I think something and then I pause, « symptom of social isolation ».

Think something else and boom… « that was cognitive dissonance, that’s how it feels like », then it’s an habit, once this situation happen, it triggers my habit. Letting go of the past, not limiting what can happen in the future.

Today, I was having an inner monologue and I was like « who am I talking to ? ». I pause and looked around me.
Did I just spend 20 min talking alone in my head ?
Who is talking to who ? Who you think you are taking to ? Why ? :face_with_raised_eyebrow:

Another coping mechanism here and another one there. Ha ah ! You didn’t like it when someone did that and you just did the same thing without noticing.

Actually, that just an interpretation I chose a long time ago, I can still change my perspective.

Updating my mental models, intense sensation and mental homeostasis coming back with the feeling of normalcy. Cultural things, tons of biases and mental shortcuts.

My mind is playing this detective game on itself all day long, it also works on other people.
I’m not really trying, but my thought go through the microscope and ring bells.

I have done a poor job of taking care of my mind and body, never read the manual before lol

I kept the most personal stuff to myself ofc

Also, pretty much the same process, I detect things in other people and society, politics and economics, science, mathematics and everything else. Pause, that’s what’s going on.

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