@Gnosticmedic27 , I’m especially curious about your journey man. Best luck!
Does anyone have some early experiences to share?
literally listening for the first time right now. i’ll check back in, in a few days
This one has some visible physical sensations compared to other brain fields I used. It’s like someone is literally plucking out the bad pathways out of my brain.
Just bought this today so can’t wait to see how it goes for the next 30 days.
Will play this for 24 hours.
It has been 14 hours since I last commented.
Two main things I experience is porn addiction not being there anymore, my habit would be to touch or edge my pee pee to feel good because habits created from addiction tends to be hard to stay away from and I haven’t touched myself down there the whole day. The sexual fetishss and kinks I developed over the course of years don’t seem as desirable as much to me, I kinda feel repulsed that I had a fetish for a specific thing towards that, most likely me returning back to normal.
I haven’t peeked at any sexual content like I would, the women I saw on the internet or at the streets just seem beautiful in a respectful manner, not like “I want to fuck em” and most importantly my ability to be more empathic has risen drastically.
Now the second main thing is trauma, my biggest enemy, before I got this field I wouldn’t say traumas affected me as much thanks to other fields such as the revision field but there was still PTSD triggers that kinda lurked around, depending on the situation I perceive stressful to me but it was manageable but unmanageable at the same time.
Now with this field, the triggers didn’t exist as much! For example, going into a big grocery store (I prefer small stores to keep my anxiety in check) didn’t seem stressful. I felt comfortable with myself and the triggers I used to feel when I was around girls (shaky and scared of judgment) were gone too! Felt like myself for once, something Blueprint of Past and other self love fields didn’t do for me in a long time although they aided me in managing my trauma and low self esteem.
A strong side effect for me was feeling like my heart was about to explode (not literally) which was most likely due to congested heart chakra that needed to be cleansed. Secondly may be (in my case) feeling empty, like you are nothing without your addiction or trauma, when that feeling comes, meditate and accept it :) it’s already hard as it is so forgive yourself and move forward.
Pair this with Spiritheon Max, your life will change much more beautifully
yus, true
it has been on loop about 14 hours as well actually. i woke up feeling quite empty with some psychological discomfort
i took a long walk on the beach (so beautiful. such a nice day. photos never do it justice) and worked through some things.
my thoughts on this is: although they are great and profound, how direct is their effect on neurology? a great majority of our human experience is effected by out physical body and brain. we are not just effected by subtle spirit. i suppose more indirectly if the spirit is changed in a certain way, our body will eventually configure accordingly
there’s nothing to forgive , those were experiences you’ve been through , and then you took decisions and moved forward in your life
Incase there’s emotional charge when you recall the event, in such cases forgiveness helps .
I cannot put into words my gratitude to Dr. and Dream for creating this.
Having slept with this the last 5 nights, I don’t feel weighed down by shameful perversions of my past, or being afraid of the dark. Nor do I desire anything lustful except to make true love to my girlfriend. To see her beauty inside and out.
For those of you addicted to the dirty websites, this will help.
For those afraid of the dark, this will help.
For those who feel burdened by years of accumulated junk, this will help.
As Gnostic mentioned, it really does feel as if my consciousness has been freed up.
A quick review after using this field approx. 8-10 times today, after purchasing it today. I have a mega sweet tooth, and I compulsively “need” to eat something sweet after every meal. Often, one piece of chocolate can easily become 4-5 pieces. After listening to this field, I had a meal, then ate 1 single piece of chocolate and was completely satisfied! I had zero craving for another bite. That’s never happened before. Simply amazing!
I am eternally grateful to Doc and Dream for this wonderful field.
So as I also listened to this the whole night after posting that comment, I found that energetic cords that drained my energy were disappearing as well, which makes sense because if you diminish the pathways that caused destruction in the first place, as a byproduct the leeches that drain your energy can’t really drain you because you aren’t entertaining those thoughts and actions as much.
This is not to say don’t ignore other tools like negative energy clearing and voodoo detangled, in fact add those two bad boys and by good energy you will feel so much cleaner and happier.
Just feels good to not unconsciously be bound to something I try so hard to overcome for many years.
Of late, I’ve been worried about my smartphone use. Its screen is my first contact in the morning and my last at night. I could just start my day, stretch some, take a cold shower, eat, etc., and then find out about the world a little bit later, but that’s what crazy, unplugged people do.
Since most people stay plugged in, I need to unplug. There’s no advantage in being with the crowd. The Inverse Gateway is the ultimate unplug—LOOK AT THE INFOGRAPHIC! I played it for a few hours. It was fairly light on my brain, so I put it in heavy rotation.
I woke up this morning and, yeah, I did grab my phone—and then I put it back down. This happened a few more times, but then it stopped. I honestly never want to read anything again on my phone that is not work-related.
This is a good use case. I’m reforecasting my days and I’m seeing both time and mental energy freeing up. That could be you.
Irrational fear amplifies cognitive distortions: a blockade for intellectual growth and spiritual wholeness
2nd day of playing. Still reaching for the phone but less so. My reading and writing are confined to my computer, except for texting. This has had a positive effect on my neck and back, which wasn’t a goal, but it’s a good reminder that addictions have knock-on effects. Related, my eyes are less dry.
Sexual perversion gone.
Fetish porn induced behavior and thoughts gone.
Healthy thoughts
More traumas are disappearing.
Cords have been severed.
I can look at women without having insane sexual thoughts all the time
And the best of all, no more porn addiction.
Had this on 24 hours for several days and I am happily sober in the fastest way possible. Will have this playing 24 hours for the next 3 months just to be safe.
Been battling with this addiction for 12+ years! So proud this will no longer plague me. Yesterday was kinda my worst day so you would imagine I would go back to using the same addictive tools to keep me sane but not a single thought or urge to use them.
My last review since this it has satisfied my expectations.
Just bought this, and all I can say is wow !!!
The music is amazing. I immediately feel this in my head. Super Strong.
Bro I’m so glad you posted this,I had addiction too but only the mo part not the P, this is my next priority field VERY serious about this.
Anyone destroyed their internet addiction with this?
@Gnosticmedic27 , how is it going with you, man?
You’ve got my best wishes in any case!
and of course, I’m curious about everyone else’s journeys too. : )
For technology use in general, not yet. I have been very sedentary. Other than short study sessions, i have been quite unproductive, spending most of the time on technology in some way, or on a walk. I am uninterested by that useless brain rot ‘reel’ structured social media. I do still spend far too much time watching stand up videos while playing a game on my phone, though.
Some of my bad habits remain, though comparatively weaker. I have been lacking willpower against weed use. it is still difficult to resist against, even with regular looping of this field. Its probably because i don’t have much else to channel motivation into. But i can find things, in time.
One point regarding the potential feeling of emptiness after enough use of this field; the circuitry outlined in the description have a genuine energetic tax on the body. Once we dismantle these limiting circuitries, an excess energy will be left, and should naturally channel into more healthy and beneficial adaptations. The circuitry may have served an important role in characterizing your ego, and so it’s absence is felt and may be confusing, like a piece of you has been removed. its a sign the ego has been underdeveloped and rigid, but is now moving towards a more flexible and resilient state. An ego of titanium is greater than one of crystal, the latter shatters under enough pressure
Also, i feel more desire to work with social bonder, stress and anxiety and to push against my fearful boundaries. Pornography feels absurd, like it feels kind of silly, but not fully ‘optional’. At some level it is up to me to choose not to do things, though. Sometimes it is hard to admit when we enjoy a thing that does harm to us.
quick recommendation to use alongside this field; ‘inner critic to self supporter’ field. Also i use malleable ego too, to ‘edit’ my ego, all with good intentions, to transcend my unconscious bindings. I believe my future is in my hands. it is exciting and relieving.