Yeah brother ive tried all of that.
I know you dont believe in the concept of Karma and thats ok.
But ive tried all and my connection to my Higer Self is very strong.
But this goes beyond everything i could manage so im glad im using it.
Thank you for the tips!
And i was talking about unfinished business from other timelines.
Also you said it yourself to someone about us being just a tiny part of our full higherself.
Everybodys process is different, and if after years of not doing it this is pushing my evolution further then ill take it, until i have reached the level of being one in full with the higherself in the mean time i want to have a happy life.
After is after what is now its what matters to me and i know thats another thing you dont agree with but its how i like it :D present moment always.