Okayyy now I can share my short story
This one has had an interesting effect on me,
and it just goes to show how things go both ways.
You might have bought the item to change things to your favor, flip the ball back to your court, have your efforts empowered by your potential and have this successfully go through.
But what do we contribute in the first place? Are we just to ourselves and to our surroundings before we ādemandā and look for this justice?
casually quoting myself in a pm.
Iāve been having a lot of dreams lately since I got Wheel of Fortune, but with this, the topics of my dreams have shifted completely!
Just today I had a dream about someone whom I wasnāt on good terms with, and not by choiceā¦ In the dream, they appeared to me in their child self, in their most real self, they were very different from how they show themselves in reality. The message I got from this was how they no longer have any effect on me, BUTā¦ and this is where it left me pretty amazed,
I have for the most part left the problem unattended, making the effort didnāt appeal to me, because it is really hard to speak about the unspoken.
In the dream, we actually lived together, andā¦ I had been using their laptop for like a week then, very unknowingly, but also having realized like 2 days earlier before they come and ask for it, and sort of had slept on it. In my head, I had realized in the dream the amount of āharm and discomfortā they had caused me, so it was āokayā for me to āJust do it when they ask for itā
In my defense though they pretty much were identical
Which, came with another third realizationā¦ that personā¦ all that effort they didā¦ was because we were actually very similar.
It was also the reason I left it unattended.
As much as it was the reason for their actions
As much as it was also the reason that built up all the energies.
BOTH ways.
It didnāt start at me, but I could have ended it faster, It didnāt start entirely at them, but it was the similarity that fired their actionsā¦ and it was likeā¦ a two way thing, with a hidden elementā¦ doesnāt end at a certain point nor starts at anotherā¦ with a point of ignition that pretty much is found in both parties.
Whichā¦ isā¦ relieving.
Itās relieving to know where one stands from the unjust actions, perceived or true. And whether it is one or the other, it remains our just actions to ourselves that resolve our internal conflicts, before the external ones.
Thatās why I personally value honesty like no other trait. Honesty with yourself, with others around you, with your partners, with your familiesā¦
Honesty is also another way to know where youāre standing from the truth of yourselfā¦
This is why in the beginning Iāve mentioned feeling righteousā¦ Iāve been making the choices in which I design a just environment, even in the most little things.
Like, I get really relaxed when Iām at my parents houseā¦ itās just that Iāve been living on my own for 7 or 8 yearsā¦ I get tired
Lately, Iāve been very aware of thatā¦ I donāt engage in it as much as I used itā¦ whenever Iām starting to get lazy and comfortable with it there is just this energy that says YO GET YOUR THINGS DONE RIGHT, NOW! and I just say Yes Michael
ON ITT!!
And it reminds me a lot of when I used michael mandala :) but this time it also feels coming from myselfā¦ Very observant, very aware, very willingā¦ Very action oriented !!
Oh andā¦ I donāt have this thing anymore where I feel as though āāI must speak for the unjust!! āā
Go figure ;)
hint: no urge if you aināt feeling it inside!!
TL;DR: Dreams are crazy man