After listening many audios on the subject of interpersonal relationships, I’ve noticed that many emotional triggers are gone, but the unconscious intention seems to be there.
For example, I used to have many approval seeking unconscious intentions because it felt good for my ego to be recognized/appreciated.
Now, the enjoyment and rush is gone, but sometimes the unconscious intention to do it seem to persist without the rush/feeling, although I am more aware now, I dunno if those unconscious intentions that activate sometimes may re-create the enjoyment and rush that was before.
Is that possible?
In that case, is there any way to deal with the unconscious intentions that seek that?
Its normal.
You have to continue working with the ego.
The ego has layers like an onion so you keep peeling and releasing until you get to the core then youll be fully free…
Tho the ego never completely dies, but the fully freedom i meant is where you and only you control the situations and decision, not your ego anymore unless of course you let it, but by continuing working on it until it reaches the center, the root, you gain an awareness of how it tricks you and what are the triggers so you learn to recognize it as soon as it starts showing you weed it out.
Its a forever process until we reach enlightment and even then as long as we live here we have to keep an eye on it.
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