journaling the journey
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Aphrodite wouldn’t let me wear mismatched socks
I mean, she didn’t let me wear one magenta and one white with green, black and magenta stripes
But she settled for pink with grey stripes and grey with pink stripes.
They even were from the same pack
Their other pair might be lost forever
She also hasn’t let me leave the house without washing my face
She is playful and flirty
She sees beauty in everything
She has no rules
She only deals with love
Love is the essence of beauty
She works like a merry maker
It’s like portable spring
People become slow, detached, they are day dreaming
Work was very slow
She doesn’t like the rush
We can’t fully appreciate beauty in a hurry
At work -
Everyone is nicer to each other
Literally everyone is smiling
The entire atmosphere is that of a vacation
Despite that my workplace is already being warm and humid
She makes it like a sauna, or a butterfly house
She likes it that way
She sends signs
They are like air kisses
Red roses and butterflies
People accidentally drop things to my feet
Dilated pupils
Blushing faces
Honestly everyone barely worked
All that and I didn’t have her picture on me
My phone was in the locker room
I asked her to extend her presence and to follow me
My dragon can’t do it yet but she can
It’s important not to forget that she is a goddess
It doesn’t mean she lives in the sky (lol)
It means she is
· a being believed to have more than human powers ;
She accepts no worship though
Because worship is a selfish love that comes from the ego
Her love is unconditional
There is no worship to her
She is pure love
In the most romantic, frisky way
She doesn’t accept human prejudices
She doesn’t believe in the dual sexuality - hetero and homo
For her it’s fluid, one
She will help musicians, artists, singers, photographers, dancers, businessmen, doctors, lawyers, firefighters
There is no area in life that leaves her out
She can cause a road crash
She’s not to engage with when attention and focus are needed
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Financial protector is like steel
Unwavering
Strong
Fast
Sleek
Cold (?)
He is stoic though, very much so
He’s like an umbrella on a rainy day
But something way more solid
Like a huge tree
He can endure anything
Unbreakable
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Environmental servitor is like something of a defined solid shape and spreading to the sides
Idk
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I now know how to do makeup and hair
Probably nails too
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Everything is happening so fast
My progress is so rapid
It’s a bit overwhelming
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Thank you, thank you, thank you.
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The difference between an NFT and a field is like that between talking to a human or a machine.
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A lot of my inner problems and conflicts are resurfacing
I didn’t even know I feel this way
It all was stored as an emotional pain
Without much of an actual matter, just hurt
But now I somehow start seeing, realising, comprehending
I am able to voice my pain, to talk it through
I don’t remember where did I see this
It was a description to a field I believe
It was about bringing all problems to the surface
Before they can be burned down
That’s the way I feel
I get goosebumps as I type this
I really love my little sapien family
I’ve never felt less lonely than now
Less lonely lol
I don’t even know how to express it
Connected probably
Even though there is certain toxicity here sometimes
It’s not worthy of my attention
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i LOVEEEEE EVERYTHINGGGG SOOO MUUUCHHHH 
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I asked my friend whether he would like to have his watch charged with the psychic mental shield
Since he always comes so tired and mentally drained from work
First he agreed, but a moment later he started hesitating
He said he doesn’t understand the point, why he needs it
I don’t want to force anything upon him
If he’s hesitant it means no
And no is a no
I would typically get upset when people are rejecting help
My ego I guess
But this time I only felt it for a minute, the frustration
And then it dissolved, vanished
Instead came the acceptance
It’s okay to be hesitant
It’s okay to not want help
It’s okay to deal with your pain on your own
It’s okay just to be the way you are
I love him and will love him either way
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My desperation dissolved as well
Skull owner or not
I am free
I will grow either way
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I couldn’t get a hold
Of ‘Limitless’ for long
But I felt it
I remember the feeling
I felt it once, I will feel it again
It’s like training, developing a skill
It’s not like a drug that will destroy my neurotransmitters
Progress 
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I summoned the thunderstorm
No I did not
I created it
I am the problem and I am the solution
It’s never been me vs them
Only me vs me
It’s okay
I forgive myself
It’s alright
I am here for you sweetheart
Vaseline is the best lip balm
This is very unrelated:D
Let it go, let it go
Can’t hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don’t care what they’re going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway