I have been meditating to this audio a lot but stopped now and I think I need some feedback if you guys don’t mind.
I feel like I’ve been placed into my deepest unknown. I am starting to have challenges differentiating between dualities example can’t tell what’s good or bad (other than what society tells me of course) but I kid you not my pre-defined labelings of duality almost dissolved. This has penetrated my inner life so powerfully. I thought I was familiar with this experience of non-duality but I have never experienced it so permanent like this before in my life. I feel like I am moving between worlds, shifting and modifying my awareness. My reality changes from hour to hour; my rational mind has deserted me, leaving instinct and intuition as my guides. What’s even more unexpected is that I feel that all the constructs of our civilization have been stripped from my personality and I feel like a naked spirit. Yes in a way I feel more liberated than ever but when I bring my awareness back into my reality… I’m so lost.
This is kinda terrifying for me right now as I am not sure what I am supposed to do next. How do I fit in with society? My higher self is telling me I can’t go back to the way things were but also not comforting me and telling me what good things to expect. All I am told is to have faith 
… for how long?
Anyone have the same experience or have advice?