Great! That must give you some comfort, knowing what’s going on with you AND that you’re doing something about it. That’s great!
I understand. Maybe it’s a self-selecting population here but a lot of people have had more and faster success with the fields that we have for such conditions than they did with subliminals. That’s where I would start, if I were in your situation.
Why limit yourself to “the”? Why not make yourself a stack? (Or use the stack that’s already made for you, either in the thread I linked to or in our Ultimate List of Morphic Field Stacks thread? After all, your use of “wounds” tells me that there’s more than one (and that’s all right). It’s likely that these various incidents impacted you in different ways and that your responses to these events influenced other aspects of your life, so you’re going to want a more comprehensive approach than just “the best.” At least, that’s what I would do.
And since you’re doing the Energy Course, where you’ve been asked not to use other fields from outside the course, you’ve got time to ponder your needs and to do your research.