Great post mate. I feel the struggle with this ( having overwhelming sexual desire which makes life more difficult ( was painful and not what I wanted personally )
I actually got myself out of it not very voluntarily but I’ll try to point the fields that permitted that.
First, before listening to Sapien I had 0 sexual energy. didn’t M.
I used his Jing and soul core field and all my sexual energy was restored. I begun experiencing what most teens experience, lot of " horniness " in completely overwhelming amounts for me. Also what sucked is I wanted to find people beautiful for what they are inside and not outside, and lots of horniness/sexual energy + heart closed = not possible.
Journey to the light game was then released. First it makes you understand than having an overwhelming amount of a feeling ( in this case it’s desire ), isn’t something that has to be normal and be part of your homeostasis. You can release it. That makes you realise that most feelings we cannot accept and so we give in a compulsive behaviour to feel better ( any dopamine stuff ) or project it on other people, anything so we can have a break from the feeling, but by rejecting it it just keeps accumulating more and more. I played the chapter two of the game a bit and released a huge amount of Lust. like 95%. Not all of it though. And as I was still feeling the usual semi depressive state it came back ( to a lesser extent ).
Recently I started using mental health fields again. Manly emotional release. This one release your lust too. But Self love and Acceptance and become whole sealed the deal. Feeling a form of lightness / love / joy in my heart most of the time ( though I do have negative emotions from time to time and I still have a certain amount of sadness that I do not manage to release yet ) and I reached that goal. My heart is open, I see people beautiful for what they are inside ( in their heart ). I see how their heart is. If someone is physically unattractive but I feel a beauty in their heart they are attractive to me. People’s physical appearance doesn’t interest me at all. It’s hard to describe but I just know how their heart is ( and it’ll only get better and more precise I think ! ) ( I have little sexual desire even towards people I love 
, I just want to have that love connection with them )
Conclusion ? :
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You feel a lot of lust, you can’t accept it it’s too intense so you give in ( M ), to have a temporary break ( if even ).
Solution : Emotional Release / journey to the light game / transmutation field. Emotional Release being top 1 for me. -
Your heart isn’t open, there is a huge amount of emptiness and whatnot in it and it makes you want to M to feel a temporary " feel good "
Solution : Self love and acceptance and become whole ( and other mental health fields that call you ).
Open up your heart to make Heart chakra based relations not Sacral chakra based
That’s my perspective on it, hope that helps
PS : I don’t find M to be bad at all. I know how it’s a pain in life to have an overwhelming amount of Desire / lust / horniness though and this is what this post adresses.