As for my story here is an update.I havent used as much abundance field but I feel like I am just in the state now.Life seems to throw at me lessons that other people learn and I get to learn it by observing.Yesterday got high with friends and we went to the bar.They both work part time in the same firm,and each of them shared casually how there were days when they had to stay for hours after the initial working hours ended,and as the sideeffect one friend missed the exam cuz it was early morning and he was tired af.As they talked about it I realized I cant predict when it will happen for me if I start working part time,but I have the tools to make myself more resilient and if it happens I can still use hypersleep to keep myself awake,but also make sure university side doesnt suffer because of work.We parted ways,I am buying chips in the market and since it is nightshift,only one person works there.She says the price,and instantly corrects itself saying sorry I have been working whole week night shift,price is actually x.I replied telling her to try finding other job,sleep being necessary etc.we talked a bit and after she said I have to work cuz of family,I felt her mum or dad is unable to work so she has to provide even if she wanted to go to uni,this circumstance made it impossible.I finished the convo saying I wish u easy work(when directly translated),and as I am coming home I think to myself:Shit her situation is worse than mine,however my situation is bad for my mental health considering parents,I have one luxury that girl doesnt and we all take it for granted: TIME .I was amazed when she said she is 21,and me being 22 I felt I have it so fucking easy,considering her situation.So this event served as assurance idea of my next “evolution” is the right one,and the one I should start working ASAP.