Hi everyone, I’ll just keep it as short as I can, if this is not allowed by any means, please feel free to remove my post
I have been a NEET (for those who don’t know, it means Not In Employment, Education or Training) for over 10 years now due to depression/social anxiety likely caused by growing up in a troubled household where mum and dad often fight due to various aspects of life. This has affected my education in the past (I dropped out of college), my prospects for employment and as a collateral damage, my financial and my (non existent) relationship life as well. Though throughout the 10 years, I’ve taught myself to learn a new language, game and music production stuff because just doing nothing and gaming doesn’t cut it for me.
I’m not asking for professional medical advice here as I’m currently already in therapy, but it doesn’t address the growing pains of loneliness and the overwhelming feeling of just being stuck at this rock bottom for so long with nearly nothing to show for while seeing almost everyone else and even folks younger than me getting their life in order (getting great jobs, getting married etc) while I’m just … existing, always on the verge of being broke and getting older day by day.
I managed to find the PONR stack and I’ve since started listening to it once per day and night this week, doesn’t feel like much yet but I’m hoping it will help. Are there any other audios that anyone thinks might be relevant for me as well?