Any field that im not aware of that will keep me from suicide?

[Snow]

Schizophrenic you say man?

[anon25711007]

It’s weird to say that but I mostly always watch American television. I never really in touch with my own country. I don’t really know much going on with my country either… It’s because I always watch everything in American media or television. Most of my closest friends are mostly also American. Including my love partner

[anon25711007]

Flying need money I be flying if it’s free… Lol

[Snow]

Marry the honey, and go get green card

[anon51404939]

@Snow

Marry the honey

No money no honey

[Pythagoras]

@whoknows this seems like the obvious one — Point of No Return , have you tried it?

[whoknows]

yes multiple multiple multiple times

[Pythagoras]

I feel like you have to go slow and easy, problems this deep and of such magnitude will take time to resolve.

Perhaps, you want to go slow and improve your health (on all levels) day by day, more and more and become satisfied with that progress… knowing that, in the end, you will be a being of a Godly nature, or have pristine health if you so desire.

[whoknows]

been taking it slow for 5 years trying to heal not getting any better

[ryantraveling]

could be, not necessarily

[whoknows]

what is the best recommended field to reset my nervous system? without doing any more overloading.

[whoknows]

is the deep aura cleansing energy body field too much too listen too several times a day? I need this energetic weight off me, but also I need to calm my spine down I feel myself hyper stimulated 24/7 causes so much despair

[Owl]

@whoknows

is the deep aura cleansing energy body field too much too listen too several times a day?

Its fine.

[whoknows]

will it remove the dark energy up and down my spine?

[Owl]

Nerve Inflammation Help (Antioxidant targeted)

and body nerve healing from patreon.

[whoknows]

@anonymous92

Meh, if a lot of audios don’t help, then toxic loads seem more likely the culprit.

You’ve said like - mental health doesn’t work, the receptors ones (dopamine etc) don’t work too? If new perspectives doesn’t help, use more of outlook retainer. And use deep brain then outlook retrainer.

Did you try consuming before amino acids like tryptophan or stuff like 5-HTP, SAMe, phenylalanine? they are quicker to see a result but if the receptors don’t respond it is pretty much going to be toxic load somewhere, these nasty poisons will be busy occupying your serotonin/dopamine receptors so even if you use depression meds (or even the audios for serotonin and dopamine) they will never “work”, because the problem is there is no space for your serotonin/dopamine to even bind to.

You are also feeling strange sensations so it is not going to be surprising if your nerves are in a really messed up state.

You have to chelate but to do that even the detox can be extreme and if done wrong you would be left in worse off state.

But are you by any chance… or taking ALA or some foods like chlorella, brocolli, parsley, garlic (actually all Thiol foods look up the list).

Even digestive enzymes, I’ve had bromelain trigger depression within 30 minutes flat. There are very sensitive food triggers if one has high toxic load.

I would really, recheck your diet first. Do food elimination, only consume one type of food for 3 days to check that it is okay for your body.

Contrary to popular belief, herxheimer reactions are bad, if you’re detoxing, not feeling a detox at all is the best. Or else your body is just busy redistributing toxins within and creating more damage, when the goal is to get it out.

In anycase, take more antioxidants (especially your omega 3s). And I would prioritise whatever that helps the brain spine and nerves (BDNF, ISIRB RBM3). Take probiotics. And if you can, try to do the external body detox instead (saunas but watch your mineral levels), detoxing internally can be very tough for the liver in high toxic loads.

Well anyways it also depends which audios you have, can you list them because it is important. Especially if you have antioxidant ones like hydrogen. I would even caution against some like the detox ones.

And well I also assume you don’t have metal fillings in the mouth. It gets even even more complicated if you do.

I appreciate you typing out this response and it seems very helpful but I can’t make any of these changes because I can’t get out of bed. need something that will allow me to get up and make the changes I need to in my life

[Owl]

Idk really, but it will clear aura tho
I once needed to loop it for few hours one day, needed a lot of clearing. I took pauses in between too

[whoknows]

ok thank you. one day I tried listening to the aura deep cleanse all day and I almost felt a relapse out of my head of all the trapped energy but I stopped because I panicked. when I listen to it I think that im overloading myself so I quit

[whoknows]

yeah it sometimes helps sometimes doesn’t for me.

[whoknows]

I’m 25 with I know could be a lot of life to live don’t want this thing to end but I’m desperate for help