Any field that im not aware of that will keep me from suicide?

so should I just play a field once and then suffer for the rest of the day without playing them? when I tell you my current experience is absolute despair I mean it. I don’t know how I will get through my experiences with my own will power at this point

got money saved up, i try to eat healthy but get fed up because im not healing and give up, can’t exercise because my body is in shambles

In case as such you need to rely on an external source for support, like kick-starting a car you see.

Stop depleting your resources this is stupidity.

Stop using the fields if they are not benefiting you.

You are depleted of all your vigor.

Health should be your priority. You will recover but you need to go slow and steady.

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Do you have sunlight? Go bathe in it, sunlight will cleanse you. Similarly nature, the earth, forests, hot springs, all the elements from nature are naturally designed to be healing and nurturing to humans.

First you need to isolate what is harming you and banish it.

Second you need to get in a confined space, a space which is absent from negativity that can further drain you.

Thirdly, once the dark is negated you find methods and technologies to rebuild your broken system and restore your health. A

Do you have insomnia? Sleep is best method of restoring the body, deep, rejuvenating sleep… if you have insomnia this means you are already suffering from chronic fatigue and bodily destruction.

There is your first task.

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haven’t slept well since my mom passed away 8 months ago, every night I wake up at 3am with crippling anxiety and going crazy. I usually get about 5 hours of sleep with a major panic attack in between every night. don’t get a lot of sunlight tbh, just kinda stay in my room all day. and I think the dark energy is attached to an action I can’t break bc I just kinda give up and give in but I know that’s where its hanging on at. so much trauma in my life u know

so you’re saying stop using the fields?

yeah, you’re right im so just so close minded for some reason bc I thought when I discovered these fields 3 years ago id be healed and yet I am absolutely ruined. (maybe as a result of the fields, whether my wrong doing or not) and I see everyone else healing and it makes me wonder why I am still suffering.

I don’t know how I will get through this because I’ve lost all sense of ways to heal in the real world

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True that @whoknows . Tried many and they led to fatigue because I thought more is better. Replenish yourself by any means and all ways.

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how do I replenish?

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Body → nutrition and multivitamins
Soul → do nothing emotional till it you get fulled or do things that you know will fulfil you etc

You already know what to do because five years ago you were better. Go backwards do the same you can restart. And as of PONR stack if you already done it redoing doesn’t solve the thing. Something works or doesn’t work. Don’t get stuck. I remember I did the PONR and three years ago and I felt void because it cleared me. If you don’t have trouble to be full then don’t clear if you feeling void then more energy is better etc etc. You get it how it goes the answer is there but go backwards and what suits you better then restart and recalibrate.

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but the problem is I can’t do anything good for myself bc my body is actually in shambles, nervous system messed up, energetic imbalances etc. I have no comfortability available to me to be able to maneuver in the world and do the things I need to to heal

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Also a lot are diving deep into rabbit holes that think is healing but you know…not everything that’s love and fun and flowers is healing. You get healed automatically after a workout. You try to intercede if there is a problem with the process of healing. Having bad thoughts for 5 years then surely it’s trauma. Someone said a bad word to you? Not a trauma but you are oversensitised. Etc etc.

Hope it helps because these things made me focus in the reality, your problem is very elegant to be taken that lightly and the only focus should be on recovery. Even a lot of opinions and options are bad now. Having one and only road is way better.

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Sorry to hear about what you are going through man. Are you able to purchase NFT’s?
The Silent Mind has been a God send (Or Dream Send) for my partner. She had no control over he thoughts and emotions and now she is feeling great. An over active mind is a terrible thing to have to deal with, it causes many physical problems.

https://thesapienshop.com/products/the-silent-mind

I’d recommend the new Shielding NFT to help with what may be dark energies or negative emotions, entities and so on. Its very very strong so just be a small bit mindful of feelings and sensations which may arise. If it feels too strong put it away from you for a while, even do 5 minutes of meditation looking at it 5 or 6 times a day until all the negative emotions and so on start to subside and slowly work your way up to when you can keep it on you fully.

https://thesapienshop.com/products/shielding-3-0

If I was you I would give all fields a break except for Aura Deep Cleanse, ISIRB, Nerve Growth Factor and Nerve Inflammation Help. If they still feel too much then cut them also.

Something I recommend to everyone who asks me about overwhelm and a overstimulated system is get a stainless steel spoon and rub it along the bottom of your feet, do it for as long as you want, it’s a great way for getting excess energy out of your body. I feel its the best way for grounding, even as good a standing bare foot in the grass. Do it for as long as you like.

I feel the best thing to do first is to help quiet your mind, when you say you are unable to get out of bed that leaves so much time for your mind to be over active and thinking about everything, the anxiety and awful thoughts. Please try silent mind if you can afford it, if you can’t, make a wallet and I’ll send you my copy.

The Shielding NFT should help you a lot but in your current condition you will need to be very mindful of what it will release from you and take it slow.

I can only imagine what it feels like what you are going through man but you are strong enough to get through it and come out the other side even stronger.

Meditate on the Silent Mind NFT and keep it on you at all times, you should notice a shift almost immediately.
I wish you well, send a PM if you would like to talk further :pray:t3:

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I heard having pets can be great way to help with depression. Do you have cats? Dogs? Maybe start adopting one. Keep yourself busy. Get sunlight so that your solar plexus is strong. When don’t get enough sunlight. Your solar plexus can be mess up. And creating tendency of anxiety. Not believing in yourself and eventually you feel hopeless.

Open your room window and let the sun in. The sunlight will cleanse the energetic debris. Yes. Sunlight can do this. Just like salt.

Put some salt near your window as well. Or have some salt spray. Spray your bed with it. Not much. Just enough one spray is enough to banish negative energy. Do this daily. And see how it lifting your energy. If you see improvement. Keep doing it.

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Hey man if you’re experiencing over load from fields, have nervous system problems, energetic problems, a good all around field is Hakuins healing egg enhanced

This is the go to field for people experiencing overload of any sorts from Kundalini awakenings too.

It will saturate you with Chi as well

Check out the description:

I put in bold letters some parts to highlight some key aspects that can help you

And remember bro, you have a family here to lean on, you’re not alone here, and you won’t ever be, i love you bro, things will get better, they already are, just takes some time to realize it :slight_smile:

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Are you in a place where theres mobile towers? Or electronic devices and wifi and any other form of radiation? Are you in an urban environment? Are you using your phone a lot?

And how much water are you drinking?

How much ‘love’ are you giving to yourself?

How much air is entering the place? How easy is it to breathe?

Are you having trouble connecting with your true self / higher self? That could explain pressure on your head as something may be blocking it

Also i believe we all need to give more ‘gentle’ less ‘intensive’-on-the-body solutions outside of morphic fields that doesn’t have a ‘direct’ affect on the nervous system and go straight to the source… i have many suggestions, but i sense i need to be on hold for a direct answer

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I work from home so have many computers around all day, drinking enough water (alkaline) not giving any love to myself, its not possible in my condition, no air coming into my place can’t breathe demons suffocate me all day, can’t connect to my higher self demon living inside me see last posts.

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thanks, overload from fields is a possibility, just spent about 5 hours not listening to fields getting psychic attacked right now Im screwed either way

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I have two cats. sitting outside doesnt help I get attacked either way. crazy panic attacks, demon nightmares, etc. can’t feel my soul look at my previous posts

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