Healing:
“Only insofar as the healer has become balanced (with respect to the 7 Major Chakras) may it be a channel for the balancing of an other-self (another). The healing is first practiced upon the self.”
“The role of the healer is to offer an opportunity for realignment or aid in realignment of either energy centers (chakras) or some connection between the energies of mind and body, spirit and mind, or spirit and body. This latter is very rare.”
“The seeker (the one wishing to be healed) will then have the reciprocal opportunity to accept a novel view of the self, a variant arrangement of patterns of energy influx. If the entity, at any level (within self), desires to remain in the configuration of distortion which seems to need healing, it will do so. If, upon the other hand, the seeker chooses the novel configuration, it is done through free will (the one seeking healing must truly want to be healed).”
“The healer does not heal. The crystallized healer is a channel for intelligent energy which offers an opportunity to an entity that it might heal itself. In no case is there an other description of healing. If healers could but fully realize that they are responsible only for offering the opportunity of healing and not for the healing, many of these entities would feel an enormous load of misconceived responsibility fall from them. The crystallized healer offers an opportunity without attachment to the outcome, for it is aware that all is one and that The Creator is knowing Itself (either through the dysharmony of disease or through health).”
“Healing is done in the time/space portion (the subtle bodies) of the mind/body/spirit complex (the incarnate personality), is adopted by the form-making or aetheric body (the template of the dense physical body), and is then given to the space/time physical illusion for use in the activated yellow-ray mind/body/spirit complex (healing occurs first in the mental and emotional bodies and is then passed down to the aetheric body before finally reaching and changing the physical body). It is the adoption of the configuration which you call health by the aetheric body in time/space (meta or beyond physical) which is the key to what you call health, not any event which occurs in space/time.”
“We may note that in the healing of very young children there is often an apparent healing by the healer in which the young entity has no part. This is never so, for the mind/body/spirit complex in time/space (higher levels of the child entity) is always capable of willing the distortions it chooses for experience no matter what the apparent age of the entity.”
“An entity may not consciously seek healing and yet subconsciously (as received from the Higher Self) be aware of the need to experience the new set of distortions which result from healing. Similarly, an entity may consciously desire healing greatly but, within the being at some level (subconsciously and coming from the Higher Self), find some cause whereby certain configurations which seem quite distorted are, in fact, at that level considered appropriate.” (One’s Higher Self, knowing the karmic requirements, the lessons, and the plan for an incarnation must approve the healing for it to take place.)
my heart beat was stronger and i alternated my focus between my breath and my heartbeats.
Then I can make up for all the times I glared daggers.