There’s some discussions about this on https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/the-malleable-ego/76844.
That being said, I’ve continued to, and increased Ego Dissolution.
In the meanwhile, there’s things like this.
I’ve even had some interesting experiences relating to this while listening to Sadhguru’s Aum Namah Shivaya – I’m not in position atm to reccomend, or not, but I’m pretty sure you can connect to a ‘guru’ from where you are. For this example, Sadhguru/Shiva (?) himself says he turns up for those who are ready. It may or may not have happened to me. I am not yet in a position to recommend or not, as it may come with pros and cons, it was just something I vibed with.
Given that you already know that you are guided,
My fantasy for a long while has been to be able to lucid dream / astral project / yoga nidra something to ‘find myself’ in an environment more appropriate for learning ‘the theory’ etc… Talk to your HS/guides about it perhaps.