Ahhh, got it, thanks! In that case, I personally would use this for “emotions” and Venus for the love-related emotions (affection, love, appreciation, enjoyment).
Got it, thanks. Astrology is an art of interpretation (It’s a science of calculation, but it’s an art of interpretation) which means that everyone is going to bring their own flavor to the party. To me, Pluto’s “power” is akin to nuclear power, having been discovered at the same time as people were beginning to use nuclear power (for better or for worse). I can guess that you like to power through stuff, so I’m simply going to ask a question: “Do you want transformation, like from a nuclear blast? Or do you want healing?”
One of Pluto’s gifts is to uncover what is hidden, which ties in nicely with your idea of “discovery.”
I don’t know you and my only window of experience of you is through this forum. Even with that limited vantage point, “apathetic” is not a word that comes to my mind when I think of you. You’re clearly not apathetic when it comes to your health, your body, your athletic prowess. You’re not apathetic when it comes to your friends (here, “out there,” and the cross-overs between the two). You’re not apathetic about Sapien fields and this forum.
So, I wonder (and this might be a discussion better suited for your other thread) if the “issue” is really more of an issue of “expectations,” like “I should feel my emotions in this way or at this level, because that’s what I think other people do (or “…because that’s how other people have demanded of me”).” One easy way to verify this could be to check in with yourself on this topic and listen to how you might “should” all over yourself.
(It might just be that you don’t really care all that much about the people or topics that prompted your other thread [and that’s your right and freedom and call] in comparison to the topics I touched on above where you’re clearly not apathetic.)