Finally I can chat again . I got banned for like a day and it was so bad lol.
Try to type in less comments all the ideas you want , the system detect it like spam .
Awesome tips that are really helpful. Thanks a lot @Bronyraur. Will keep all of this in mind. I have a question for you, how can I design my servitor, like its look, personality etc…
Yess, I’ll try to be careful. Have already spent the past day without being able to reply for some reason and it was like hell. Have to catch up on so many replies lol.
Honey listen, I’ll try to be gentle.
The loneliness radiating through your post is really sad.
I don’t know how old you are and what your situation is, but I would strongly recommend to find peace within yourself rather than trying to use some invisible being to fill this gaping hole in your life.
Clearly, you would like to have a partner that you love and loves you back and is there for you. (Don’t we all…)
I would recommend that you use sapien fields like
- ego dissolution (you’ll see it’s really not that bad ;)
- subconscious limits removal (it will start getting easier)
- become whole (give it a try for an hour a day)
- unconditional love (and the whole attract love album) - you can loop this all night while you’re sleeping, it’s just a beep sound so good for that on min volume
- archetypes of parental love
(I’m sure others can recommend more - all of these you can loop all day basically)
If you can afford it, buy the field called my emotional and mental supporter.
I wish you well
A couple years ago, I watched a documentary about Japanese men using “virtual girlfriends”.
In 2021 I’m sure there are awesome softwares and accessories.
I mean if you are really that “motivated”. One payment and you’d have someone to see right away with your physical eyes.
But beyond that how about you get a real woman ?
Learning to do magic just for that seems overkill, it will take so long.
You should probably wait the end of the pandemic and make a move…
You have free time to improve your game, get better and get different results
You’re welcome @servitorpat :) The Fae, ESS and Dragon servitors have already a predefined “look” (written in the descriptions). The only time when I “designed” myself was for the Light one. I wasn’t inspired so I tweaked one of the Disney fairy characters in my mind lol. To help me imagine her, you know.
That being said…
MonkeyOwl’s suggestions deserve some serious reflection. In my case, the only reason why I created the servitors was to get some protection + energetic work for myself and my family that could not have been done by a human being. At least not by random people walking on the street but claiming to have super powers.
Of course, everyone’s objectives may be different. But trying to hang out among our human pals should be prioritized a little more, I guess.
Particular emphasis on this one. I was using it every 3-4 days to test myself (ego), replacing it with X and Y the other times. Then I switched to the extreme opposite, looping it at night for hours lol. Now it’s “normal usage” daily.
Nothing replaces this one (the same goes for many other fields). Not even VoT, no matter if it’s incorporated in it.
My intention isn’t to give a lecture about it but rather to say that a consistent use of this field solves MANY, MANY other issues in one’s life. Unexpectedly.
Be well and good luck ;)