I am perfectly aware how my words sounded. And how your responses feel.
I play this game every single day. Making myself first understand that every second is worth living and trying to open my eyes further primarily. Then sharing it.
And no, I am no traumatized man anymore. More like a man with a plan. I’ve been through this “one man at a time” routine and it does not work that way, so I’ll at least attempt to do something more public in future to raise awareness. You are free to join and share your experiences as well. The more, the merrier as they say 