Hello…
I have read so many things online
That if one isn’t initiated they should stop bija and other initiation related mantras
I want to do Sadhana for my Goddess Mahākālī
I am already doing Bhakti… fully devoting my soul to her
I would love to talk to you in PMs about my practice, as you know, practice is meant to be kept secret unless with guru or some one of higher vibration…
I’ve heard of Diksha online, and I’ve heard also that this is impossible to do so with out guru present in physical that can pass on the lineage…
The closest Mahākālī temple is 4.5 hours away and I don’t have my own car, I gave the priest a voice mail and no response… Will try to call again soon
I stopped a practice due to uncertainty