i’d like to share my 7 day progress with looping ego dissolution.
after my experiences with my two audio playlist for negative energy cleansing that i shared here: https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/share-your-results/24/583?u=psynergy
i felt that i reached an equilibrium after a few days or maybe a week and began to decide on my next playlist with the help of this discussion: https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/does-ascension-destroy-the-ego-and-give-inner-peace/9229/11?u=psynergy
my playlist consisted of only looping these 3 audios:
- ego dissolution
- scar tissue and stemcells
- hakuin’s healing egg enhanced
the other two i’ll discuss at another time and i’ll focus on ego dissolution.
- around the second day of listening to ego dissolution i noticed my eyes watering a lot with no feelings of sadness or grief attached to the action. thankfully it was happening before heading to bed for the night. the whites of my eyes have been more clear white on average when it used to be red and bloodshot.
- i had a hypothesis on the first day that ego takes my energy to function and keep me thinking instead of acting. i have noticed more action in the latter part of these 7 days and less thinking.
- i have decreasingly less thoughts of feeling like my daily routine is ‘repetitive’
- i feel like i understand when people say ‘just do it’ as i used to try to think my way out of thinking and think my way towards action (which really never happens for me).
- i am more proactive with work and social interactions. i feel more in the present moment than thinking and internally judging.
- i realized i used to hate the ego dissolution audio and had many complaints about it that i never shared on this forum. now it is one of my favourites as it helps me to stop overthinking and just turning my wheels until i have mental exhaustion.
- i am able to move with my sexual energy instead of feeling controlled to take action for a temporary relief. i feel like i am transmuting this energy towards bettering my relationships and meeting new guys. (i feel that hakuin’s healing egg and my tags are also helping with this along with reading david hawkins and my contemplations on energy).
for the foreseeable future i’ll be continuing with only this playlist but will share if i do decide to change my playlist again because of yet to be known insights.