I feel like I do have a strong subconscious that works against me though. I mean, just a few months ago, there was a point where I severely doubted my ability to speak. And that lead me to actually lose the ability to string together sentences/enunciate words in a smooth natural way (like most of us already do and like I had been doing for 2 decades up to that point). It was only after I had convinced myself that what I was facing was a psychosomatic problem, that I had regained my ability to speak fluently.
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Damn, glad youre ok tho.
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Yeah. It was an absolutely horrible experience. I basically spent two months listening to and repeating after audiobooks read by Benedict Cumberbatch to ‘retrain’ my mouth muscles. And that worked in the start but only to a certain point. It was after realising that it was psychosomatic, that I was able to speak normally again.
I suppose one cool thing that has come out of this is that I now have Benedict Cumberbatch’s accent and intonations.
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I often find myself switching involuntarily from being extremely weak minded (very low confidence, being invisible) to being extremely strong minded (rock solid confidence, having a powerful presence in the room, being magnetic). And when I’m in the strong minded mode, I can be extremely persuasive (get shy people to open up etc). I wonder if this is of any significance.
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What helped me in the beginning was the “Point of No Return Stack” mentioned in this blog post here. Made fields work much more effective for me.
After the 7 days play the Deep Energy Body/ Aura Cleanse once a week.
Here is a YouTube playlist with the most recent videos for the stack plus Ego Dissolution. Play it once a day. Pick 2-3 other fields and play these after the playlist.
Also choose one of Dream’s mandalas here. Print it out and carry it with you 24/7 and use the same mandala as your phone wallpaper. You can get the wallpapers here.
This should speed things up for you and should lead to “experiences” with morphic fields.
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Sorry, @Dewbob - just catching up on this thread. I stopped reading it at some point 
I don’t think people need to be scared and terrified of Devas. While they are not human-like in morality as in good vs bad, help vs harm - where one can take a beating is when one cannot deal with the huge energy associated with entities of Divinity. A big mistake often made is to fit the Devas into categories of Angels etc. which is not always accurate. To group them all as “entities” is often the folly of a Western occultist (I learned from the same folly) - when human beings are so unique from one another, how then can one group all these “entities” as same or similar?
The nature of Devas is indicated in their very name - Divyante iti devah - those that shine with lustre of pure golden light. A class of minor devas can be nature spirits, but technically in Hinduism, these beings are not classified as Devas. Devas are thirty-three in number, who appeared primordially and have existed forever, and further appear through refractions of the Divine Light as other Devas and Devis (feminine). The primary purpose of Devas is to help consciousness ascend, as they are but macrocosmic aspects of Enlightened Mind, Enlightened Speech and Enlightened Soul (which though one and only one, perceives various ‘other’ things on account of duality consciousness). So, these are benevolent beings (not in the sense of “I call them they come and beat up my neighbor”, well sometimes that too) - and need not be feared. In fact in Eastern thought, there is respect for divinity, not fear as what is there to fear something which is nothing but a representation of one’s own perfect potential?
When I was a kid, I constantly recited the mantra of Goddess Kali (new moon) thousands of times in a day. One night, she appeared and told me, “Child, you have been calling out to me, and as your lineage is connected to me, I am here. But do realize, I rise as the fiery aspect of Kundalini - like a torrent, washing away everything, breaking barriers. I am like the Mother who will drag the child to the destination fast, even if it means dragging you through a keyhole! And when being dragged through a keyhole, it is NOT comfortable”. I did not really get all of that, or the seriousness of the issue, and I said, “What do you suggest?”. She said, ok, here is the mantra of Durga (full moon), this energy is gentler, you will be able to handle this better. I wll see you twenty-years later". I think you get my point? She was not terrifying, or evil, in fact the most loving Mother she is - but she shows tough love, and not everyone is ready for it. The Hindus have developed a wonderful framework involving service, devotion, humility to approach these divinities, while also constantly reminding that one is not dealing with some angry god somewhere that is on a power trip and demands subservience, but merely realizing the Divinity that one already is! Choosing the best aspects of old ways and new tools is the best recipe for success!
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Hello @Maoshan_Wanderer, no need to apologise! Your insightful responses are always appreciated
The fact that you were able to invoke Kali ma at a young age is very impressive. I do have a few questions regarding doing the same with Hanuman. Do you have an equivalent short mantra for Hanuman that I could recite throughout the day? If you do, could you send me a video/audio link to the proper pronunciation/enunciation of that mantra? I’ve heard that the Hanuman Chalisa is more of a Bhakti based Sadhana and so the words don’t necessarily carry any inherent meaning/power to them, resulting in the many dialectal variations (which is why I’m slightly reluctant to recite it).
Also, how did you manage to invoke deities like Sekhmet and Athena, seeing as they are the goddesses of civilisations that have been long dead?
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Meaning Kali is also one of those aliens who experimented with apes and made em “human”?
Or is it more of a “your ancestors worked with me” kind of thing.
Yes that’s what I found interesting. Although I’m not sure how it works exactly? Aren’t Kali, Durga, Chinnamasta etc, all basically split personalities of the Goddess Parvati (wife of Lord Shiva)? How is it possible for one aspect of a Goddess to be an ancestor to someone? Or does lineage to Kali, also imply lineage to all aspects of Parvati? Interesting stuff.
Most of these “aspects/egregores” all link back to an actual ET.
Like Archangel Michael who was once Arcturian.
Its what im trying to decipher aswell lol.
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Also question to you @Samurai. How did Yeshua’s history get so distorted and corrupted? I mean the Yeshua of history was a simple Jewish man from Nazareth who lead a revolt against the Romans and failed, getting crucified as a result of that failure.
The Yeshua that you have invoked seems to be a yogi/sorceror who apparently learnt from more ancient masters like Shiva. I mean how is this possible? I would assume that yogic techniques were only available in the far east and India at the time. And the middle east is a LONG way away from these regions. Plus, growing up jewish meant that polytheism/going to any other deity, other than Yahweh would’ve been fiercely taboo. So I don’t see how Yeshua came into contact with polytheistic Gods.
Honestly I never really cared too much about “historical” and mythological shit.
Like my higher self says ;
“If you want the truth, always think alien”
As for Yeshua, my evocation of him gave me the impression of a yogi.
Told me he was the :
“purest expression of source”
(source being the ‘all’ that manifests in this specific universe, not the void/god).
Another theory suggests that he is Lucifer (enki) incarnated. Some say Shiva and Lucifer are the same being. Its a clusterfuk of opinions lol.
Meh, one day I might just try to astral travel to Yeshua’s physical life, if he had one that is, its also possible he never existed and were all dealing with some egregore.
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Famous psychic Edgar Cayce clarifed a lot about his life.
So yeah… a lot of time between age 13 and age 30ish to travel to India/Far East - not that far really - and study with enlightened masters.
His “family” was part of an ancient mystery teachings sect that only “loosely” qualifed as Jewish.
More like Hebrew in ethnicity, not Jewish in religion.
Etc…
All kinds of fun stuff in the Edgar Cayce readings about him…
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Lineage in Tantra never means familial, it always means energetic - attunements and strong connects passed on from a teacher to a student. It is also a morphic field. When you access it through say an attunement - called Diksha and transmitted through Shaktipat - you gain access to that morphic field which has energetic connections and efforts of a whole line of teachers that adds on to once own effort. Familial lineages, may matter, may not - for the most part, they don’t seem to do much because rarely do families preserve knowledge and practice - at least in the current times. I think this is where folks like Dream and Dale have revolutionized things and made such “fields” more accessible to people than they ever were (at least in our timeline).
It is the same thing that transforms to water, ice, steam. Same carbon is diamond and various other things. Same electricity can be used to light, heat or shock and kill. Similarly are these goddesses same at the level of non-duality - absolutely! In the plane of material transaction are they different? - yes they certainly are!
I sent you the details in a PM.
Mantras - at least some of them - are ancient, “revealed” and have phonetic significance. Chalisa was a medieval hymn, composed by a saint who seemed to have a strong connection with Hanuman. While it may not be a true mantra, as @_OM explained on another thread, hymns/sacred objects may actually emanate power due to the faith placed by millions in it (and India has a massive population!). Take the case of Tibetan Lamas - they get a great deal of success with Mantras, which are all in Sanskrit - and Tibetans have a very short alphabet set which leads them to not being able to pronounce most of the Sanskrit mantras - but they still get them to work! Same with Chinese Buddhists. So yeah, there are a lot of factors to consider - nothing is black and white …
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All of this sounds very cool and interesting. But is there any reason why the mainstream historical records of Yeshua are so very drastically different from this?
I mean, surely he must’ve taught these yogic techniques to at least some of his disciples or at the very least, distanced himself from the biblical narrative (As opposed to constantly referring to the Old Testament). To have someone’s history be so twisted when they only lived around 2000 years ago (when there are older figures who have better historical records) is very strange.
I take everything about Jesus with a pinch of salt - lol - the good things, bad things and especially the spiritual heights he is supposed to have ascended. I’ve heard Jesus being associated with everything from Buddhism, Hinduism, Tantra, Yoga, Tibet, Greek Mysticism etc., based on what people want to see him associated with (and whatever is the flavor of the decade). And then a lot of folks like Paramahamsa Yogananda etc. have associated him with practices that have absolutely no historic connection (like Kriya) to make themselves more palatable (and in other cases, sellable) to the mostly Christian West, and that seems to have expanded the list of such things. Mystic personalities rarely have biographies, but mostly hagiographies and it only makes sense for the largest religious group to have a bunch of those about their central character! Like they say, whatever floats people boats :D If someone benefits by holding on to his supposed knowledge of Yogic techniques (which potentially makes people reconcile with their Christian faith/upbringing and their Yogic/Energy practices) - then no harm!
I hope the next question is not related to Lucifer? 
That will immediately derail this thread!
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Btw @Maoshan_Wanderer @Septimus @Samurai
I think it would be beneficial to start a ‘Semen Retention’ thread. Exploring topics ranging from how you can be successful in actually retaining semen, the benefits (physical, mental, emotional, spiritual) of actually doing so, how to transmute your sexual energy to make it work for you and any other topic you can think of.
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I think a lot of people associate Semen Retention with Non-ejaculation, which is not accurate. When I was practicing a certain form of Daoist Sorcery (aka Neigong), I practiced strict Semen Retention for 8 years. The first eight months were difficult - while there were good effects, there were also bad side effects like increased aggression, headaches, upset sleep cycle etc. I guess there was not one single thing that helped in the task - food, not watching movies/TV, meditating thrice a day, a lot of Neigong, alchemical/herbal formulae, fasting etc. naturally sublimated the need to ejaculate. There are better blisses available on the meditative path to get addicted to, than ejaculation haha!
But then, over a period of time, I’ve realized that while porn, meaningless sex etc., can feel draining, when in a loving relationship, Sex is very empowering and charges you up like nothing can! In Tantric Buddhism and Hinduism, sexual alchemy is the fast route to super consciousness! When sex is about selfish satiety and that is tied to ejaculation, it drains. Remember, the actual ejaculation happens in the brain and the physical act just follows.
https://www.amazon.com/Taoist-Yoga-Kuan-Charles-Luk/dp/0877280673
These are pretty good books to study on this topic.
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Oh. I didn’t know this!
So what are the basics of semen retention that one would have to start off with (in addition to not physically ejaculating of course)? I’d like to do this with as little disruption to my life as possible (in terms of food consumption).