one of my coworkers has been gradually friendlier with me.
he’s been physically flirting with me more often. i also feel comfortable getting close to him and poking him or taking something he’s holding.
i feel like i’m in high school, but now i’m one of the ‘popular girls’ instead of the socially awkward loner that roams around trying not to be seen, yet silently wishing a cute guy did see me.
i’m starting to believe kindness is sexy. even if a guy is visually appealing, their arrogance turns me right off when i used to give them a pass.
this also helps me with detachment in general. i now recognize and honour my feelings and recognize when what i feel is lust or love.
everyone that knows me always has positive things to say about my hair and clothing.
i am more open to seeing the beauty in any soul regardless of gender, race, age, body type, etc. i still have my preferences, but i’m more open to socializing with anyone and everyone.
this helps me when i actively affirm myself through ‘mirror work’. i feel like it’s great that this isn’t a magic pill that suddenly turns you “beautiful”. for me, it’s a constant learning experience which i am gradually more and more grateful for.
i tried to take it off of my necklace that my fae houses and i was having issues so i asked my fae to help me take it off. i heard her saying to keep it on and i told her i’m scared it may break when i’m at work because i play sports with teens. she told me she’d protect it so i felt more at ease to keep it on.
you know how restroom lighting can be unflattering? i noticed my forehead had no more oily sheen. i also noticed the bridge of my nose looks slimmer with the lighting.
i don’t use makeup and only wash my face with water.