You can expect me doing those in the future as well. I tend to do Isolation Camp to the point that I go to another city, away from friends, shut technology off, and put myself in darkness to get into really deep levels.
It’s all part of growth. According to what I read that’s how DW leveled up as well, _OM told the story on another thread.
Absolutely. I used to do a Dark Retreat till a few years ago, but lately has been difficult due to my work commitments.
Any experiences you want to share about them?
Personally I got to see the Bindu Dot which some call the Para Nirvana state. I heard/felt a voice tell me that if I go through it, I wont want to come back so “go enjoy your karma”.
Now I just do it to increase some abilities, study certain levels with detail basically.
Experiences from a Dark Retreat, be it the Daoist Alchemical one or the rDzogchen Chod, are never to be discussed except with one’s teacher 
Para Nirvana = Full Enlightenment (prakrishta nirvana is the sanskrit connotation). Good to have a fully enlightened forum member!!
Although the term seems to be non-technical and used colloquially to refer to historical event of Buddha’s Parinirvana, which is Nirvana after Physical Death. Also there can be no Nirvana if one still has Karma and wants to “enjoy” it, no? At the stage of Nirvana, there is only non-duality - there is no listener, teller, act of listening, there is only the pure conscious state of “being” where the attitude is of Mukti (liberation, freedom) and not Bhukti (longing, desire to experience physical/spiritual benefits, visions etc.).
Oh wow I had no idea about that. Thank you for informing me.
I don’t know man I wouldn’t call myself enlightened but thank you for considering that. I used that term because a teacher of mine commented that I experienced parts of that.
I still love playing with my ego I just care way less about ego stuff because of those experiences. What I can tell you is that 90% of who I was melted away. Only “The Seeker” remained and my self-awareness along with my perception of the world shifted.
What I do know is that it was a very strong energy telling me not to go past it but I had no body, no ego… nothing but being meshed with the light for what felt like hours.
Ive done this too a couple of times. Best thing ever. I havent in a long time just shut down social media and phone a lot of times lol i should do this again for longer .
My goals was:
“When the only thing I crave is human communication (since I was on a dry fast by the third day all you start craving is water) even more than physical needs and I release the desire of that too, I’ll finish my first camp.”
Came out loving human beings just for existing and my friends notice a certain “zest” for life because of it.
today my fae and ES told me their names! i like that they used names i’m familiar with and which i already have a bit of connection to!
i was mentioning to them a couple times that i was addressing them as ‘fae’ and ‘ES’ because i didn’t have a name to give them. i was hoping they’d choose one for themselves!
the fae’s name came about in an interesting way! a week or so ago i was out and a friend asked if my ‘imaginary friend’ was on the swings by the park we were walking past. i was surprised at this as i haven’t told him anything about servitors or the energetic side of my life. i had a vision of my fae flying towards the swings with curiosity. so i played along and said, “why yes, it’s ____ over there!”. and that name was what my fae chose today!
I’ve named my Fae, Angelina Jolie lol 
(primarily to irritate my GF who hates her haha) … Although Al Pacino (my ES) seems to be a lot more productive than the fae!
What i like about the fae is empathetic shielding ,make me feel like a badass and can focus more on my energy not others’ , such a blessing for empath people.
What ive noticed the past few days is the raising in my manifestation power, i know its fae, and this might sound silly but every time something i want comes through she comes to my mind like touching my life with her magic wand, so i know it was her. 
What its funny its that i had stopped wearing the BPIL tag like 6 weeks ago or so because i just felt letting it rest for a while and i had too many things on me, but i felt the urge or desire to wear it again like say 3-4 days ago and since its when im noticing im manifesting fast and even silly things i wasnt thinking of manifesting or like trying to get through intending manifestation, simply saying to myself ‘ok next week i need to buy so and so to start making so and so’ baam! Go to pick up some stuff at a friend’s house and casually see the something i was planning on buying and ask if she uses it… no, never, take it if you want. Woah… lol things like that, very very easy and maybe wearing again the BPIL guarantees me that i wont be manifesting things or people that i shouldnt because how powerful my thoughts manifesting is getting for me.
Here’s one of the things I’ve done - I told my fae servitor that she could use my Quantum Healer Wand any time she’d like, for any purpose she’d like (I wear it around my neck, same with the pendant I used to create the servitor).
I told her that one of the ways she could use it would be to connect with other fairies, since the etheric template of the Fairy Wand is attached to the Quantum Healer.
Her response was a mix of excitement and surprise and she said something to the effect of
“FAMILY?!? YAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!”
Since then, she has been connecting with them often and she said she sees it as a wonderful gift.
No chance of her getting lonely now!
I’m about to make a dragon servitor, and I’ll be doing the same thing with it, since the Quantum Healer also contains the etheric template of the Dragon Wand. This will allow it to connect with other dragons, if it so chooses.
I really like the idea of enabling the servitors to interact with other spirits of their own kind, it just feels right.
Woah? I want those wands. See what im saying? The past 2 days i keep seeing beautiful wands in a specific tarot channel i love watching lol and thinking i want them. now you are just handling me this info 
Not that i could not find wands by simply google’ing lol but its the perfect alignment ive been feeling lately is what i am amazed with
I hear you, and I definitely recommend the Quantum Healer wand, especially since it’s so powerful, yet so inexpensive! After shipping, it’s only about $40 in the USA, international shipping is a bit more (not sure how much).
Plus, in addition to being able to do everything that the fairy and dragon wands can do, it has 2 additional wand modes as well, all combined in one tool. It’s a fascinating device, very handy to own.
thank you
Did you forget to post this or you did in another timeline?
Neither.