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#1

Blocked - everything I do. Every monetary quest I’ve made. Every good and well intentioned deed I’ve done has seemingly come with a punishment. I have struggled to catch a break, no matter the audio sequence. I have remained in a hellish loop, and financial hardship is trying to choke me out right now.

I’ve cut out unhealthy people from my life. Cut out unhealthy habits. I live as a saint, and yet suffer as if I spat in the face of God/creator/source himself.

What do I have to do to break the chain?

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#2

Are you using to m the point of no return stack?

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#3

I did for a long time with very little results. The soul restoration series helped to a degree, especially with urges. But it’s mentally tiresome and I cannot justify that feeling without results.

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#5

Tell us more about what your “use” of that stack, because that’s a really vague word which might hide a multitude of unhelpful and ineffective “uses” of that helpful stack. So, let’s start there.

And whilst you’re at it, tell us more about this

because, even though I don’t know you, I do know this cannot be a very accurate statement. After all, your heart is not blocked from beating (and that’s something you do) or you wouldn’t be able to make this thread. You’re not blocked from breathing (another thing that you do) and I’m confident in my statement for the same reasons.

So, on a very practical level, you’ll want to take a look at how you’re viewing your experience. If you’re someone who views every glass as “half empty,” that’s something that you can change (with or without fields) which will improve your experience.

Another thing you’ll want to take a look at is how you’re defining “improvement.” A baby who keeps falling down whilst learning how to walk IS learning how to walk. Each fall isn’t a failure (no such thing, in my world). Each fall is a learning experience. (After all, we all learn through trial-and-error, actually through the “error” portion of that equation.)

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#6

I used the soul restoration series coupled with 2. The Exorcism Rite version 2.0
3. Subconscious Limits (Removal) Ver 2.0
4. Love, Gratitude and Appreciation
5. Trauma Release and Healing
6. Forgiveness and Release
7. Emotional Release daily for months on months on months. Blueprint of Life too. We’re nearing eight months of putting in time on the audios and struggling. Just have encountered a lot of walls.

Also in the last month I’ve picked up The Devil Reversed and, as well as the the tower reversed, and a few others that transmute sacral energy.

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#7

There’s that word again! What are you meaning when you say, “used”? I know what I mean when I say that word but that may not be the same as what you’re meaning.

ETA: And I really should stop and check in here by asking, “What’s your intention from your thread? What are you wanting from us? And how wil yo uknow when you’ve gotten that from us?”

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#9

I played those audios daily 1x, then looped the soul restoration 2x daily. A few days of the week I’d mix in Tibetan healing bowls from Spotify for lengthy listens. Every so often I’d have to take a break, as my brain felt too full, mind exhausted, and very irritable.

#10

Thank you Vesparda. I dig the profile photo. I had 1x daily listens of the aforementioned list, and a 2x daily listen of the soul restoration series. I still play the core restoration daily 2x, but have lessened the heart and brow. Physically it feels the heart one can be bothersome & cause discomfort in my heart while asleep.

#11

I don’t know. I made multiple decisions in life and it feels like none of them unlocked the energy levels I have previously had. A vice still feels like it’s wrapped around my heart and I haven’t been able to workout in months beyond a daily stroll. I know folks said embrace the suck, but man, this has just been ongoing for way too long. It’s taken the fun out of life.

#12

Me too.
OP, have you had the chance to try out any one of the vibration series? (The third one has ego dissolution in it)

Speaking of ego, might that be the issue in your opinion?

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#13

I’ve used that audio before. I think the problem is that I’ve had so much conflict and not enough resolution regarding it, that I’ve found myself trapped. There are many doors presenting themselves, but each comes with its set of risks. I just don’t like my plot in life. And yet I work hard and honest, treat others with kindness, but seem to be treading water for a long while.

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#14

There is a thin line here where of course it’s the desirable thing to treat others with kindness, but one have, at the same time to build very well set boundaries with people. Discernment where to be assertive (having love in your heart too) in a situation regarding others is being kind to yourself.
Work hard and honest always, never regret doing that.
It will pay off Im certain.

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#15

Is it perhaps a kind of fear-based procrastination? It’s a common symptom for uncertainty

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#18

I am going to suggest a different approach here.

When we find ourselves in a spot as you:

Exhausted

When nothing has worked, we need to remember that with every emotional, mental and spiritual hit to the ground we receive, or body gets weaker, and when the body is weak it cant sustain and hold practices to elevate itself vibrationally. Its harder. Way harder.

And sometimes thats why things dont works.

And im not talking about food because we know fasting is the faster way to raise the vibration actually.

Im talking about the carriers in the body, the carries of vibration, the carriers of energy.

Water, blood, lymphatic system.

Even if we talk about energy say in the chakras… chakras are intrinsically linked to the actual body.

Etc etc.

Thats why Jing and Chi are so important. Its the energetic fuel for the body itself.

Try the lymphatic + one
Jing blood one
Charge water with the water charger from Dream Seeds or the Infrared Plasma one

Specially get any of the holy ones that resonates with you.

Loop 5 Elements.

And meditate.

Connect to nature.

Give it 2 weeks. And dont expect anything. Just nurture your body.

And then keep doing it while adding Gratitude for blessings + Powerful Positive weaves daily.

Then go back to other audios and try again.

even if you think you are healthy, do it

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#19

Endure. Stay with it until you find yourself on the other side of it.

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#20

Thank you Luna. I began last night with your suggestions. It’s been a long journey, and to be frank, I’m just tired. I don’t have the answers I’ve been searching for and I’ve stared at a puzzle for too long. And frankly, I think I preferred sleeping. It was a happier place to be. I didn’t have to be some perfect being to maintain a vibrational level. I just existed and found a lot more joy. I was also a much happier person, which allowed me to give freely to the world and make an impact. I’m missing that version of me. He comes by infrequently, hidden behind trauma, anger and resentment of this process.

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#21

No doubt. Just at a crossroads in life. Had to distance myself from family members that were unhealthy to my wellbeing. Have recently split with my girl of nine years as I had grown distant. Have a massive goodwill art project that involved her and I that was dynamite and I just haven’t put it together after getting sick a ways back. And now that we’re separated I don’t know the outcome of that.

But it was brilliant, and could’ve opened some doors for myself, her, and two superstar human beings, who were amazing in putting it altogether. Really heartwarming story I’d have loved to share with the world, but wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to stand in the fire. Years prior, yes. But with old foundations around me falling, me struggling with physical and mental health, and dealing with relationship issues, I just haven’t wanted to turn up the heat. But it might very well be the blockage. Idk. I wish the answer was made more clear. I’ve meditated a solution for all of it for months. And from one day to the next I can convince myself either way. It’s frustrating.

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#22

Yeah, I’ve gotten much better at it, but I’m still not where I need to be with it. I’ve gained strength and distanced myself from those who were creating unhealthy situations in my life. But there are other places where I struggle, the conversation I had with Nice2KnowU in this thread touched upon it. Thanks Star for your insight. I appreciate you.

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