I don’t know. I made multiple decisions in life and it feels like none of them unlocked the energy levels I have previously had. A vice still feels like it’s wrapped around my heart and I haven’t been able to workout in months beyond a daily stroll. I know folks said embrace the suck, but man, this has just been ongoing for way too long. It’s taken the fun out of life.
Me too.
OP, have you had the chance to try out any one of the vibration series? (The third one has ego dissolution in it)
Speaking of ego, might that be the issue in your opinion?
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I’ve used that audio before. I think the problem is that I’ve had so much conflict and not enough resolution regarding it, that I’ve found myself trapped. There are many doors presenting themselves, but each comes with its set of risks. I just don’t like my plot in life. And yet I work hard and honest, treat others with kindness, but seem to be treading water for a long while.
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There is a thin line here where of course it’s the desirable thing to treat others with kindness, but one have, at the same time to build very well set boundaries with people. Discernment where to be assertive (having love in your heart too) in a situation regarding others is being kind to yourself.
Work hard and honest always, never regret doing that.
It will pay off Im certain.
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Is it perhaps a kind of fear-based procrastination? It’s a common symptom for uncertainty
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I am going to suggest a different approach here.
When we find ourselves in a spot as you:
Exhausted
When nothing has worked, we need to remember that with every emotional, mental and spiritual hit to the ground we receive, or body gets weaker, and when the body is weak it cant sustain and hold practices to elevate itself vibrationally. Its harder. Way harder.
And sometimes thats why things dont works.
And im not talking about food because we know fasting is the faster way to raise the vibration actually.
Im talking about the carriers in the body, the carries of vibration, the carriers of energy.
Water, blood, lymphatic system.
Even if we talk about energy say in the chakras… chakras are intrinsically linked to the actual body.
Etc etc.
Thats why Jing and Chi are so important. Its the energetic fuel for the body itself.
Try the lymphatic + one
Jing blood one
Charge water with the water charger from Dream Seeds or the Infrared Plasma one
Specially get any of the holy ones that resonates with you.
Loop 5 Elements.
And meditate.
Connect to nature.
Give it 2 weeks. And dont expect anything. Just nurture your body.
And then keep doing it while adding Gratitude for blessings + Powerful Positive weaves daily.
Then go back to other audios and try again.
even if you think you are healthy, do it
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Endure. Stay with it until you find yourself on the other side of it.
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Thank you Luna. I began last night with your suggestions. It’s been a long journey, and to be frank, I’m just tired. I don’t have the answers I’ve been searching for and I’ve stared at a puzzle for too long. And frankly, I think I preferred sleeping. It was a happier place to be. I didn’t have to be some perfect being to maintain a vibrational level. I just existed and found a lot more joy. I was also a much happier person, which allowed me to give freely to the world and make an impact. I’m missing that version of me. He comes by infrequently, hidden behind trauma, anger and resentment of this process.
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No doubt. Just at a crossroads in life. Had to distance myself from family members that were unhealthy to my wellbeing. Have recently split with my girl of nine years as I had grown distant. Have a massive goodwill art project that involved her and I that was dynamite and I just haven’t put it together after getting sick a ways back. And now that we’re separated I don’t know the outcome of that.
But it was brilliant, and could’ve opened some doors for myself, her, and two superstar human beings, who were amazing in putting it altogether. Really heartwarming story I’d have loved to share with the world, but wasn’t sure if I was strong enough to stand in the fire. Years prior, yes. But with old foundations around me falling, me struggling with physical and mental health, and dealing with relationship issues, I just haven’t wanted to turn up the heat. But it might very well be the blockage. Idk. I wish the answer was made more clear. I’ve meditated a solution for all of it for months. And from one day to the next I can convince myself either way. It’s frustrating.
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Yeah, I’ve gotten much better at it, but I’m still not where I need to be with it. I’ve gained strength and distanced myself from those who were creating unhealthy situations in my life. But there are other places where I struggle, the conversation I had with Nice2KnowU in this thread touched upon it. Thanks Star for your insight. I appreciate you.
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I don’t know if others above suggested already, but play The sword of St Michael and Excalibur on a regular. They will help you. 
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Thanks Star. What are they used for? Confidence? Clarity?
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Yes, all that plus protection, assertive energy, intercession, light, power.
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And throw in the mix at some point
Youth recapture
Childlike wonder
Archetype of parental love
Become whole
A belly full of laughter
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I feel that
It’s easy to look back and default to regret, especially when it all happened so recent. It’s like life is telling you to f yourself, don’t even try.
Always remind yourself why you’re doing this, why you wanna be better, why you want your dream life. Eventually the good habits begin to stick, and the snowball effect really takes place.
It has to feel flowy, not like you’re resisting against life. Hence present moment awareness is so useful.
Well it’s tricky to pinpoint specific fields. Once you’re in this mental abyss it’s not so easy to look up and out. The mind and mindset are so important. That’s why I recommended the vibration audios. Now that I’m thinking of it, how about outlook retrainer or new perspectives? I haven’t tested them much though so can’t tell their long term efficacy.
Other than that i cannot recommend enough the wim hof breathing + cold shower. I’m still doing it practically every day for two years+. The mental clarity after the breathing is pristine.
Also like mentioned above, a single habit can have a snowball effect which improves all other aspects of daily life.
I wish there would be a panacea for the mind (maybe an NFT in the future?), Other than that just keep going, there’s light at the end of the tunnel. In fact you’ll realize there never was a tunnel in the first place
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The Wim Hof method I do daily. It’s fantastic. Usually perform it outdoors in the cold. I haven’t found the courage/liking for cold showers. I’d much rather walk into a pond and be fully submerged or take an ice bath. Idk what it is about cold showers. Perhaps when the weather warms up I’ll give it another try.
Outlook Retrainer and New Perspectives I’ll revisit. I didn’t stick with them long enough when previously encouraged to try. I appreciate you taking the time to respond in such lengths. It’s just nice to be able to express myself to folks who have traveled the path.
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Today’s verse of the day (Hebrews 12:5) felt fitting after seeing this.
“My son, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
6 because the Lord disciplines the one he loves,
and he chastens everyone he accepts as his son.”[a]
7 Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father? 8 If you are not disciplined—and everyone undergoes discipline—then you are not legitimate, not true sons and daughters at all. 9 Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of spirits and live! 10 They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in his holiness. 11 No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.”
Ancestors leaving bread crumbs.
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Beautifully put. Even the image of Christ on the cross endures for Christian and non- Christian alike because it reminds us not only that we must shoulder our burdens, that the only way out is through, but it also tells of the reward that lies on the other side should we heed the call.
If you will allow me, I will continue to pray for your strength to endure.
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Please do. I can use all the help I can get.
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