I understand. So, let me preface what I’m about to suggest with an emphatic statement that I do NOT think (or mean to, in any way, imply) that you are “making any of this up” or that “this is all in your head.” I’m not saying anything like that at all. I’m sure what you’re telling us is very real and troubling for you. I’m trying to help you clear a path towards the root cause of your discomfort
You might want to start playing around with at least SLR (if not, the PONR stack–either OG or _OM’s Modified “Point of No Return” Stack) to address whatever mental factors are contributing to your physical discomfort. The mind has a significant impact on the physical body.