I looped a morphic field from a unknown creator last night🤦🏽‍♂️ So stupid ikik. But I literally been getting suicidal thoughts all day, it genuinely won’t stop. I feel so lost, I don’t know what to do. Please help me.
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Take a deep breath please. 
Don’t worry we will get you through this! It’s going to be okay; and it may not be at this very moment, but it will, soon.
For starters. Ego dissolution asap. But if you have the ability to, clearing first (30 min audio) why i say if you have the ability to: if your really are feeling overwhelmed, ego dissolution can relax you. Then do clearing (yes it will probably clear the ED but its okay you’ll just play it again right after).
If you have paid: PONR and auric clearing
And do you have the ArcAngel Michael Mandala? And the mandalas via insta?
I think negativity absorber, empath protector, strength, and beauty will be helpful for the time being.
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And if you don’t have paid, you can use the free PONR (Point of No Return) stacks here on the forum. You can find them with the Search tool.
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Okay, will do. I’ve been looping The heart coherence file and I think it’s the only reason I was able to write this message for help and been able to make it through the day , otherwise I felt like no one in the world would help me, and my own mind had turned against me I had no doubt I was gonna die. U replying means everything thank u
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In this case, I would strongly urge you to reach out to your local, professional mental health or suicide prevention resources. When you’re in crisis, they have tools and training to help you.
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I thought about it, but they would think I’m crazy if I told them a YouTube video made me this way. I was perfectly fine till I looped that field , last night I swear
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Okay well remember next time you are in a crisis you absolutely come here, we are here for you.
But if you sincerely feel you are a threat to yourself do not be ashamed to dial 911. I have done it in the past, and as much as it was not “fun” it was the only option. But i dont think you’ll have to worry about that since you are here, but again: if you do need to, do not hesitate, please.
Where are you right now? Can you sit on the ground if possible? Find a space where you can, and listen to ego dissolution. Breath in and out from your nose…slowly. You want to ground because too much energy is going on up there. Which leads me to also say listen to Schuman Resonance too please
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Hey Kenn. It doesn’t matter. Your life is more important than the reason. You dont meed to worry about the reason right now your life is more important than someone’s judgement
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I’m playing ego dissolution right now( I feel much calmer already ). And I’m going to buy the two fields u mentioned rn
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Which two fields? Hold off on any. Just take it easy
Right now your mind is rushing
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Ok Kenn, that’s great. Just take it easy. I don’t know where you live but if you are in the States, it’s anbout evening everywhere. Dim the lights a lil if you can or if you have a himaliyan salt lamp, make sure to turn that on.
And are you at home right now in a safe area?
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I’m in my room, I’m okay I’m just scared the feeling is gonna come back, I feel paranoid
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Point of No return would be good actually so I take back my earlier post of “don’t get any rn”. And also emotional mastering in conjunction to it as that field is not just underrated but more importantly, life saving for situations like these.
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It’s okay. I’m here with you right now. You are safe, secure and loved. Just continue breathing slowly. Take in a deep breath, hold it for 5 seconds and release (all done via nose please). If you know anulom vilom (alternate nose breathing) it will help tremendously.
Keep listening to Ego Dissolution. The field will help reduce the “being cornered” feeling.
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Aura Deep Cleaner, followed by Aura Repair [if you have it] will help clear these thoughts and feelings
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Thank you so much, I feel like I’m returning back to normal I’m only 16, and I’ve never felt this way in my life ive been depressed before, but this was nothing like that. It felt like my own mind and body had turned against me like I wasn’t in control anymore and the only way to escape was to die. I’m listening to PONR rn, I’m similing again, this was the worst day of my life, you saved me. thank you❤️
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You will be alright 
Your system is returning to normal …
When I don’t know what to do, I always listen to Angelic Intercession.
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