Nonsense, you saved yourself. You took reign of it, and did an amazing job of showing it whoâs really in control; you should really be proud of yourself, because I sure know I am!
Please take it easy,
TryâŚ.not to experiment with other creators for a while (and if you must, please go check out that thread regarding it, first).
This entire experience might have you shaken up, and thatâs okay. Allow it. I mean, If I were you Iâd be scared- and Iâm 24 lol. Tomorrow is Friday, maybe after school you can get some icecream and watch a movie
Until then
Rest and take care :)
I hope you are feeling much better now @Kenn, it sounded like a very hard experience to go through. It seems like a very severe case of an overwhelmed nervous system, it is no joke what it feels like to go through that so Iâm glad to hear you are feeling a bit better.
The ISIRB & RBM3 Field saved me a few times when it happened to me at the beginning of my fields journey when I overdid it and looped fields far too much. It would be worth trying out if it happens again to you but hopefully it wonât I looped it for an hour and felt nice and calm after mentally and physically. I hope you are keeping well now man
Big props to you also @Violet for keeping him company and reassured that all will be well during it, it was lovely to see/read
Your consciousness has the choice whether or not to be receptive to an energy, the suicidal thoughts might not even be connected to the morphic field you listened to. Thoughts are magnetized to you based on what frequency youâre vibrating, if your pain is fragmented and unresolved in your energy system it can magnetize what you perceive to be unwanted thoughtsâŚ
I looped it for an hour and felt nice and calm after mentally and physically. I hope you are keeping well now man 
Thank you 