I had the most unexpected, turbulent and exhilarating experience with this meditation. I was thoroughly surprised when it ended because it felt like only 5 minutes passedā¦ incredible.
So for the first minutes I felt A LOT of resistance from my mind, felt a pressure building up in my third eye and for the first minute I saw a a scary looking witch surrounded by total darkness. I feel she represented the fear inside me to positive change, because it is still unknown and therefore daunting. Shortly after I had multiple body convulsions where my whole abdominal area tensed up. With that a lot of emotions came up, I was crying out of fear and pain. I think it was my ego trying its best to hold on to the old self protecting limiting beliefs it created to keep me safe. (Yeah my ego is strong). I had to keep telling myself it was time to let go and that we were safe to do so. Now I know why Iāve been postponing using the meditation HARD, my ego already knew what was up haha. But letting go of the emotions felt so liberating.
Once we got to the part where we needed to visualize and feel all the limiting beliefs they felt HEAVY. They have been weighing me down my whole life. Consciously and subconsciously Iāve always felt inferior, unworthy, incompetent in my abilities to create something of worth for myself and society. Never felt good enough, like this whole 3d life was too diffucult and puzzling for me to understand. Like I was not equipped for it. I felt dependent and not self sufficient in a way. Always compared myself to others wo were better at a skill/ability and undermined my own achievements. Man, I was in deep. On the other hand, spiritual and healing work came easy to me and felt natural. After this meditation with the accompanying fields I feel lighter and more open to positive change. What I want to achieve looks more atainable. And all that in only less than 20 minutes. What a masterpiece. Going to use this daily. Thank you for this from my heart, soul, spirit guides, ancestors and angels!
And @SammyG I commend you for coming up with this groundbreaking idea and executing it wonderfully.
I believe fields can become infinitely more effective when we actively involve the mind, especially with an ego as strong as mine haha.
If I donāt get it on board it just straight up rejects every kind of healing energy work.