This thread is for myself. To catalogue where I want to go, and to keep me on my journey.
I want to achieve so much more, and have been holding myself back for so long. While I have been hugely successful already, or at least some people would believe, I still feel completely unsatisfied with the way I am.
I’m a PhD student, I’d consider myself pretty intelligent, I work in university teaching seminars, I’m tall (6 ft6), reasonably good looking.
Yet I still lack significantly in the things I want. I have a very small social circle, despite being a good conversationalist. I’ve not had a meaningful relationship in a very long while. While I’m successful in my studies, I still am very lazy and lack willpower. Addicted to porn, which no wonder has impacted everything in my life.
I’d love to be more attractive. I’d love to lead a more cosmopolitan life, with friends I value. I don’t ask for significant wealth, it’s never been anything that held sway over me.
As such, I intend to begin my journey, utilising several audios, which I will continue to update on here.
I think so far keeping it simple would be for the best.
I intend to utilise the energy audios:
Chi Compression into Dan Tien
Transmutation and Microcosmic (very so often)
I think adding a life of magical abundance will also help, something for confidence, maybe childlike wonder as well. Maybe androstenol couldn’t hurt, though I don’t seem to have had results like some other people with it., possibly because my Jing was usually low.
I hope to work in France or Germany, with my research, I hope to travel the world more.
That’s it for now.