Healing sent. I hope your shoulder heals quickly.
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Hello!
I thank you in advance for the help you could give me to send your healing energies to my niece so that she can recover and heal soon from an operation to the lymph nodes in her neck.
She had an operation a month and a half ago and so far it is still swollen which worries her a lot.
Hugs 
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Update
Its actually the collarbone causing the biggy pain
There is this sternoclavicular joint, painful very. Its also lil bigger than right side. Arthritis prolly
:(
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Was going to ask for help becoming a better person
But I think I need help with seeing through lies… Or illusion…
Can some one help me please? I have a lot going on…
Thank you…
I here voices claiming I’m a God + more
It’s timeless in knowing, full blown conversations
It knows what others will say and gets poetic with our conversations within aligning with the world externally
With extreme energetic stimulation and lots and lots of phenomena + more
Don’t want to be crude by explaining
I don’t want to fall again, and say I’m God of every one
Maybe it’s my brain chemistry from a long time of smoking? Been off weed for 2 days…
Maybe an imposter entity? It seems and feels I’m merged with it… Body wise but really mostly face wise
But it can place light images of a supposed Goddess over me and my partner
It’s extremely powerful… Energy wise…
Can influence others
From what I’ve seen
Is it myself influencing? What’s going on?..
I have a huge story of this whole thing…
Would appreciate your help…
Or any one who can help…
Do I just give in… Again? If so I delete this…
I am detached in regards forcefully but I have capacity of love
Do I just ignore and meditate?
Ive been told I have Goddesses one with me…
And within I’ve been told long ago this whole thing is so that I don’t doubt ever again, but that I’m always forgiven…
And things like that…
Is it an egregore?
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It can paralyze me whenever willfully, playfully and beyond
It can make me move, make me speak, it poetically does everything
It can force me into doing things, and overcome my own will
So if I fight and say no I’m going right instead of left
Boom it’s like it magically makes me go left.
Very mild examples
But it’s full blown possession at times
It can force me not to speak
I get held at my throat chakra
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It made me more spectacular at things
Further validating things…
Like I can be magically cool doing things… not how I practiced before
I think I will stop there…
I believed in it all for a long time, hence my previous usernames and posts
And the experiences correlated with what I was told…
It tells me life is Maya…
If I believe in it
How can I talk to you all…
I love you all like you’re real
But yeah… Need help settling into truth, whatever it is…
I don’t wish to disrespect any Deity by claiming they are my wife or claiming their wife is my wife
@SammyG (please read the above 2 posts, down to talk to you on the phone even bro, would appreciate your help…)
I am being convinced again…
I would much appreciate all the help…
I’m 50% convinced now as of the time of this edit
Which is a lot
I don’t want to fall again
If it is falling…
If I get fully convinced
I’m not going to post anything on this forum any more, or come online
I don’t want to be 100% convinced and look at people I care for in a different manner than truth in case it isn’t true… Like you all don’t exist and stuff like that…
I’ll try at least
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It doesn’t sound like a Goddess, more like a parasitic being or maybe a medical condition.
The Supreme would respect one’s will, I would guess so.
I’m not Captain, Sammy, Maoshan or anyone who knows better and who can help, so in this case, I don’t even know what to say.
Ignore it, I guess (?)…
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Intercessions and brain fields…
Should be helpful.
Brain Regeneration, there are 2, also anything which might be helpful, like Energy Blockage Removal, Exorcism. Etc.
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It didn’t do that before because I was fine with it
But it’s mostly doing that when I want to do something entirely disruptive to our “union” or initial game plans
For the most part
Yes I did intercession fields
And spoke to Deities… Whom I have a connection with via NFTs…
And tried reaching out to ones who I used to have a connection with via NFTs…
I asked all around
And thank you bro, I’m listening to Plasma Brain of Youth and energy developing/blockage clearing fields…
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Etheric cord cutter and voodoo Detangled also might help.
Since it’s hostile towards you, I can’t see it as something good…
It’s her way or the highway…
Whatever it is, get rid of it or just ignore it lol.
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I just don’t see how it would help man… I played those fields before, soul restoration is kind of a daily at times too
Including the De-Inhabitor series
I suppose, I can cut off every field and just focus on these
But it doesn’t diminish its power
I’ve dealt with this over 2 years now
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Idk, just don’t give up, if can’t completely overtake you.
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I won’t… Unless I’m convinced…
Thank you bro
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Research, find new solutions, talk with Capt and Everyone who is extremely knowledgeable.
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I’ll try…
But idk what to research
Thanks again bro…
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Also, continue with Willpower and brain fields toom
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Wish You All The Best, My Brother.
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Been listening to Divine Will daily…
And the brain fields
Used to do big stacks for brain now just focusing on brain healing stuff
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