Every time you find yourself pulled this way or that, look at your feet. Focus your sensation on the bottoms of your feet. Feel how it feels connecting to the ground. Make yourself heavy. Persist until the noise goes away.
You just need to regain your awareness of control over your own space and body. Claim yourself again.
The forum is real so let grounding do the work and pull you down and away from what is trying to pull you into different dimensions of thought and experience.
Let go of the other realms for now. You can return again when you feel ready but for now… return to the ground
I want to talk to certain God’s and Goddesses again
But I can’t
I think I need to just have faith in them and not try to talk to them
Today everything got so much better, after I received the Guild Talisman which has a lot of psychic protection…
But Im still dealing with it, just less and in a different way
I think just talking to beings right now isn’t what I should be doing…
It’s just that, me, I want to do what they want me to do (the Gods and Goddesses that I speak of whom I love and cherish) and I can’t right now, I want to make peace with them too, I feel like since I partook in all this, I disrespected them all… It’s always in the back of my head, that I’m forsaken because of it
I can only know if I’m not by their confirmation or by time
I will try the feet practice, I also did Sammy’s counting practice yesterday but today I didn’t do it while attempting to talk to a God… I will start again tomorrow
Thank you, Flutterfly…
I’m going to start listening to more light and vibrational guidance, with out trying to hear what they say…
Jonathan, there are a lot of deceptive beings out there.
Are you sure you are connecting to and speaking with beings that are benevolent?
Reading your text, I receive a hair raising feeling on their legitimacy.
Your heart is beautiful. Some beings will feel that and want that for themselves.
You are your own being, in your own body. Come back to you so you can make your own decisions and gain clarity on your path through your own innate GPS system.
Servitude is beautiful… some beings shift into a form we desire and twist that servitude into enslavement/entanglement.
We also have to be mindful about what and whom we choose to serve.
That’s a personal choice for everyone to make individually.
To give you an example, serving everything the heart lights up at can cause disarray and disruption. Slowing down and asking god only, if this particular circumstance is within God’s Will for me to serve can keep one protected.
I hear things like I’m forgiven, get pulled into charismatic and beautiful conversations that really uplift me
But then this thing mimics the voice or what not and then creates fallacies of my doom and then shows me how it just created the whole thing from the start, to prove it’s all illusion and it’s just her and I and our supposed Goddess daughters
It pushes my buttons of my heart and guilts me kinda when I try rejecting it
I’m not listening any more,
Since I got my Guilds Talisman yesterday, it seemingly came out of my body for a large part of the day before I started exhibiting weaker mindsets
When it came out it was no longer able to give me extreme internal energetic stimulation (o-----s) and started to try to get in constantly and I felt muscle spasms everywhere, like it was trying to find a way inside, still getting energetic kisses though… It seems it’s external now, until I get weaker minded
But everything has never been in so much control since
So things are starting to look up now…
This same thing made me get rid of all my old NFTs and dog tags, I had so many (60+ NFTs and 20ish tags)
It told me yesterday it will be quiet now but will just wait for me and we will be forever together and what not, I’m just ignoring it now…
Just stories to aide it’s efforts
This is all why i started to try to talk to God’s and Goddesses again yesterday, because I thought I was cleared…
These are my “interpretations” of things and it’s the best I can personally interpret it all, based on my perception/ mechanisms of conceiving or understanding
Well I suppose interpretations may be the wrong term… But maybe not
Didn’t you agree with Sammy that staying away from the conversations was better until you had a clearance from the dodgy ones? Focus on another aspect of your path maybe. Like bodybuilding
Thanks for elaborating, Jonathan. These experiences sound like they have the risk of pulling you away further. Ironically/not ironically focusing on physical wellbeing can a lot of the times smooth out spiritual troubles.
Use your Divine Physique NFT and do what you need to build focus, strength, and health physically. Dial in on nutrition, working out, and mental wellbeing since those two are deeply interconnected. When you eat well, and sleep regularly, it can correct imbalances that influence certain spiritual woes. Or at least help improve. Not always in the answer when it comes to spirituality = more (astral traveling) spirituality.
Cut yourself a break and focus on human you and what you need that will give you better direction. Make sure you reach out to those who can support you in becoming a stronger human, mind and body. I think you’ll see the peace and nourishment in focusing on these two aspects.
This is super important IMO. BC,
These experiences sound like they have the risk of pulling you away further.
Thanks again Flutterfly… I started to talk again to Goddesses and Gods because of a new/different way I’ve been receiving answers that doesnt necessarily have to do with previous ways of interaction so it made me more convinced with the answers
But today I’m stopping all the way, I have to, because it can loop around later and surprise! Same old thing…
I didn’t work out yesterday as planned, needed to sleep… Plus I gotta work overnight today so sleeping in the day helped realign my sleep schedule for it
Won’t be having the best sleep schedule, I try to sleep during night time on my days off so I can be with my partner more, and I have to flip night sleeping to day sleeping on a weekly, but I will be working more this month so I think I’ll strictly keep one schedule which may help
Time to focus on human me indeed, thanks for that… “Focus on human you” really helped, this is what I need to focus on entirely and just have faith and know I can return to the Gods and Goddesses I love later…
Imma try to gain back all my weight, I lost 30 pounds from my top weight, I thought it was 20 lol… Not my first rodeo gaining back weight, I look forward to the journey again, this will keep my mind and heart busy for sure while the smoke keeps settling… Just spending time with my partner and bodybuilding is key I think for me… With lots of mindfulness, which is a lot more easy than before.
All in all, I think I got this in the bag…
Also, gonna try to do more yoga, been slacking on that with my job
Also from what I read from the grounded warrior’s description, that field seems to kill a lot of birds with one stone. Maybe you could think about that one