Hello!
I thank you in advance for the help you could give me to send your healing energies to my niece so that she can recover and heal soon from an operation to the lymph nodes in her neck.
She had an operation a month and a half ago and so far it is still swollen which worries her a lot.
Hugs 
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Update
Its actually the collarbone causing the biggy pain
There is this sternoclavicular joint, painful very. Its also lil bigger than right side. Arthritis prolly
:(
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Was going to ask for help becoming a better person
But I think I need help with seeing through liesā¦ Or illusionā¦
Can some one help me please? I have a lot going onā¦
Thank youā¦
I here voices claiming Iām a God + more
Itās timeless in knowing, full blown conversations
It knows what others will say and gets poetic with our conversations within aligning with the world externally
With extreme energetic stimulation and lots and lots of phenomena + more
Donāt want to be crude by explaining
I donāt want to fall again, and say Iām God of every one
Maybe itās my brain chemistry from a long time of smoking? Been off weed for 2 daysā¦
Maybe an imposter entity? It seems and feels Iām merged with itā¦ Body wise but really mostly face wise
But it can place light images of a supposed Goddess over me and my partner
Itās extremely powerfulā¦ Energy wiseā¦
Can influence others
From what Iāve seen
Is it myself influencing? Whatās going on?..
I have a huge story of this whole thingā¦
Would appreciate your helpā¦
Or any one who can helpā¦
Do I just give inā¦ Again? If so I delete thisā¦
I am detached in regards forcefully but I have capacity of love
Do I just ignore and meditate?
Ive been told I have Goddesses one with meā¦
And within Iāve been told long ago this whole thing is so that I donāt doubt ever again, but that Iām always forgivenā¦
And things like thatā¦
Is it an egregore?
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It can paralyze me whenever willfully, playfully and beyond
It can make me move, make me speak, it poetically does everything
It can force me into doing things, and overcome my own will
So if I fight and say no Iām going right instead of left
Boom itās like it magically makes me go left.
Very mild examples
But itās full blown possession at times
It can force me not to speak
I get held at my throat chakra
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It made me more spectacular at things
Further validating thingsā¦
Like I can be magically cool doing thingsā¦ not how I practiced before
I think I will stop thereā¦
I believed in it all for a long time, hence my previous usernames and posts
And the experiences correlated with what I was toldā¦
It tells me life is Mayaā¦
If I believe in it
How can I talk to you allā¦
I love you all like youāre real
But yeahā¦ Need help settling into truth, whatever it isā¦
I donāt wish to disrespect any Deity by claiming they are my wife or claiming their wife is my wife
@SammyG (please read the above 2 posts, down to talk to you on the phone even bro, would appreciate your helpā¦)
I am being convinced againā¦
I would much appreciate all the helpā¦
Iām 50% convinced now as of the time of this edit
Which is a lot
I donāt want to fall again
If it is fallingā¦
If I get fully convinced
Iām not going to post anything on this forum any more, or come online
I donāt want to be 100% convinced and look at people I care for in a different manner than truth in case it isnāt trueā¦ Like you all donāt exist and stuff like thatā¦
Iāll try at least
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It doesnāt sound like a Goddess, more like a parasitic being or maybe a medical condition.
The Supreme would respect oneās will, I would guess so.
Iām not Captain, Sammy, Maoshan or anyone who knows better and who can help, so in this case, I donāt even know what to say.
Ignore it, I guess (?)ā¦
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Intercessions and brain fieldsā¦
Should be helpful.
Brain Regeneration, there are 2, also anything which might be helpful, like Energy Blockage Removal, Exorcism. Etc.
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It didnāt do that before because I was fine with it
But itās mostly doing that when I want to do something entirely disruptive to our āunionā or initial game plans
For the most part
Yes I did intercession fields
And spoke to Deitiesā¦ Whom I have a connection with via NFTsā¦
And tried reaching out to ones who I used to have a connection with via NFTsā¦
I asked all around
And thank you bro, Iām listening to Plasma Brain of Youth and energy developing/blockage clearing fieldsā¦
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Etheric cord cutter and voodoo Detangled also might help.
Since itās hostile towards you, I canāt see it as something goodā¦
Itās her way or the highwayā¦
Whatever it is, get rid of it or just ignore it lol.
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I just donāt see how it would help manā¦ I played those fields before, soul restoration is kind of a daily at times too
Including the De-Inhabitor series
I suppose, I can cut off every field and just focus on these
But it doesnāt diminish its power
Iāve dealt with this over 2 years now
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Idk, just donāt give up, if canāt completely overtake you.
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I wonātā¦ Unless Iām convincedā¦
Thank you bro
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Research, find new solutions, talk with Capt and Everyone who is extremely knowledgeable.
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Iāll tryā¦
But idk what to research
Thanks again broā¦
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Also, continue with Willpower and brain fields toom
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Wish You All The Best, My Brother.
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Been listening to Divine Will dailyā¦
And the brain fields
Used to do big stacks for brain now just focusing on brain healing stuff
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Thank you bro!
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Look, this world is certainly maya. But it is still a maya you are experiencing and very much a part of. When you go too far into the deep like you went for quite some time, you lose your connection to this reality and ability to navigate it. You become a shell of your former self and canāt quite function properly here. Remember, you incarnated here to exist here and learn and grow in whatever ways you could. Existing in that state is a detriment to growth because you lose your ability to interact with the world.
If Iām honest, you felt lost to us for quite some time and I was worried you wouldnāt make it back. It also wasnāt like you were having a fully negative experience as you were embracing everything happening to you. But despite that, you seemed to have lost control of your own cognition. You didnāt feel like yourself anymore. More like a vessel for something else.
And this other thing doesnāt seem to respect your own willpower, soul and your vessel. Due to its seemingly positive nature that doesnāt seem to be dragging you down negatively, it can convince you to allow it more control over your body. Due to it operating out of a more energetic perception, its intertwining with you can grant you āabilitiesā that you otherwise would not have. But continuing down that road of allowing this thing more control, just gives it more handle of your cognitive functions as youāve mentioned (go right, it makes you go left). Itās becoming a part of your ego in a way that can lead to split personality disorder.
As I said before, giving this thing permission and believing in it and going along with all its thoughts and intentions, is what creates the power it has over you in itself. This is the key to all magic. To all possessions and so on. Our thoughts/beliefs perpetuate all this more than anything. I havenāt had issues with entities in years due to my complete shift in framing how my belief overpowers all the ethereal. They are for more sensitive to thought than most people understand due to the fact thatā¦ they exist within the lighter realms of thought. Thread I wrote on all of this still stands today (The thing about 'Entities' & Curses - #109 by WellBeing )
I think for one, no more weed for at least 6 months. Weed makes you very psychically sensitive and receptive to the degree that this entity will be able to continue toying with you in more severe ways. Itās a way for it to continue expanding its influence on you. Not that weed is inherently bad but in this caseā¦ it is certainly empowering the being.
Two, mindfulness is extremely key. To the degree, you need to be practicing it all day everyday. I am going to post a thread today with a technique that would be especially helpful to you specifically. It is a matter of counting thoughts every single time you feel it thinking or speaking, as every time you catch awareness of it, and observe it objectively as an illusion of the mind, you are separating yourself from it and dissolving its control. It has control because it has become subconsciously linked to your ego due to all your past beliefs on it that enforce it in a multitude of ways. There is a belief structure youāve created that you need to dissolve through constant mindfulness.
And every time you catch this thought, assert ā This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I amā In fact, try to repeat that affirmation as much as you can throughout the day. When you feel resistance, embrace that resistance. Accept it. Love it. And continue asserting ā This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I am.ā And believe it. Know it. Feel it. For throughout all your life, this was so and you have all the memory in you to remember and believe and know that this is your body. You are your own being.
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