I just don’t see how it would help man… I played those fields before, soul restoration is kind of a daily at times too
Including the De-Inhabitor series
I suppose, I can cut off every field and just focus on these
But it doesn’t diminish its power
I’ve dealt with this over 2 years now
Idk, just don’t give up, if can’t completely overtake you.
I won’t… Unless I’m convinced…
Thank you bro
Research, find new solutions, talk with Capt and Everyone who is extremely knowledgeable.
Also, continue with Willpower and brain fields toom
Wish You All The Best, My Brother. 
Look, this world is certainly maya. But it is still a maya you are experiencing and very much a part of. When you go too far into the deep like you went for quite some time, you lose your connection to this reality and ability to navigate it. You become a shell of your former self and can’t quite function properly here. Remember, you incarnated here to exist here and learn and grow in whatever ways you could. Existing in that state is a detriment to growth because you lose your ability to interact with the world.
If I’m honest, you felt lost to us for quite some time and I was worried you wouldn’t make it back. It also wasn’t like you were having a fully negative experience as you were embracing everything happening to you. But despite that, you seemed to have lost control of your own cognition. You didn’t feel like yourself anymore. More like a vessel for something else.
And this other thing doesn’t seem to respect your own willpower, soul and your vessel. Due to its seemingly positive nature that doesn’t seem to be dragging you down negatively, it can convince you to allow it more control over your body. Due to it operating out of a more energetic perception, its intertwining with you can grant you ‘abilities’ that you otherwise would not have. But continuing down that road of allowing this thing more control, just gives it more handle of your cognitive functions as you’ve mentioned (go right, it makes you go left). It’s becoming a part of your ego in a way that can lead to split personality disorder.
As I said before, giving this thing permission and believing in it and going along with all its thoughts and intentions, is what creates the power it has over you in itself. This is the key to all magic. To all possessions and so on. Our thoughts/beliefs perpetuate all this more than anything. I haven’t had issues with entities in years due to my complete shift in framing how my belief overpowers all the ethereal. They are for more sensitive to thought than most people understand due to the fact that… they exist within the lighter realms of thought. Thread I wrote on all of this still stands today (The thing about 'Entities' & Curses - #109 by WellBeing )
I think for one, no more weed for at least 6 months. Weed makes you very psychically sensitive and receptive to the degree that this entity will be able to continue toying with you in more severe ways. It’s a way for it to continue expanding its influence on you. Not that weed is inherently bad but in this case… it is certainly empowering the being.
Two, mindfulness is extremely key. To the degree, you need to be practicing it all day everyday. I am going to post a thread today with a technique that would be especially helpful to you specifically. It is a matter of counting thoughts every single time you feel it thinking or speaking, as every time you catch awareness of it, and observe it objectively as an illusion of the mind, you are separating yourself from it and dissolving its control. It has control because it has become subconsciously linked to your ego due to all your past beliefs on it that enforce it in a multitude of ways. There is a belief structure you’ve created that you need to dissolve through constant mindfulness.
And every time you catch this thought, assert ’ This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I am’ In fact, try to repeat that affirmation as much as you can throughout the day. When you feel resistance, embrace that resistance. Accept it. Love it. And continue asserting ’ This is my body. I have power over it. I am that I am.’ And believe it. Know it. Feel it. For throughout all your life, this was so and you have all the memory in you to remember and believe and know that this is your body. You are your own being.
There is a shortcut that I wouldn’t recommend but I will share it because it can help with potential context in your endeavors. I had a horrible situation once, where something was stuck in my head. Always talking and it felt like something else. Something very low vibrational and I couldn’t get rid of it no matter what I did. Felt like an implant or something. Well, Dream gave me the advice to remember that in essence, all is one. This separate thing is still a part of you, especially since it is within.
But you are supreme, remember that and take account of your own power. Reintegrate that part of you with acceptance and love and allow it to be sucked into the wholeness you are. It will be a lower part of you for a few but raise your vibration and it will be like nothing happened. I did this and the thing was gone within a day. That was all it took. But I don’t recommend this only because I think you need to have direct confirmation that -all is one- through actual experience.
I have experienced oneness over a dozen times so the belief is imprinted in me. I knew I would be safe in doing this scary kind of transmutation. Most people would get scared and feel like they are letting something else take over them and then that fear can backfire. So don’t do this. But I share this because there might be instances where the knowledge may be of use. Always remember that, you are the creator itself. You are the infinite. And you alone have authority over your body. So proclaim your rightful power.
Find your feet….
Literally
Every time you find yourself pulled this way or that, look at your feet. Focus your sensation on the bottoms of your feet. Feel how it feels connecting to the ground. Make yourself heavy. Persist until the noise goes away.
You just need to regain your awareness of control over your own space and body. Claim yourself again.
The forum is real 
so let grounding do the work and pull you down and away from what is trying to pull you into different dimensions of thought and experience.
Let go of the other realms for now. You can return again when you feel ready but for now… return to the ground 
Jonathan, there are a lot of deceptive beings out there.
Are you sure you are connecting to and speaking with beings that are benevolent?
Reading your text, I receive a hair raising feeling on their legitimacy.
Your heart is beautiful. Some beings will feel that and want that for themselves.
You are your own being, in your own body. Come back to you so you can make your own decisions and gain clarity on your path through your own innate GPS system.
Servitude is beautiful… some beings shift into a form we desire and twist that servitude into enslavement/entanglement.
We also have to be mindful about what and whom we choose to serve.
That’s a personal choice for everyone to make individually.
To give you an example, serving everything the heart lights up at can cause disarray and disruption. Slowing down and asking god only, if this particular circumstance is within God’s Will for me to serve can keep one protected.
It keeps one on path.
Thank you, Flutterfly :)
By the way
These are my “interpretations” of things and it’s the best I can personally interpret it all, based on my perception/ mechanisms of conceiving or understanding
Well I suppose interpretations may be the wrong term… But maybe not
It is - what I hear, feel and see
Didn’t you agree with Sammy that staying away from the conversations was better until you had a clearance from the dodgy ones? Focus on another aspect of your path maybe. Like bodybuilding 
It’s so hard to stay away! Haha …
Yeah you’re right, lost a lot of weight, want it all back now
I was lent The Divine Physique too for some time the other day, going to get my first lift on today! Just gotta clean up the gym at our house
I think it will do me good… In so many ways, I want to be able to get into a capacity of unleashing ferociousness again, but I gotta take it easy lol
Maybe in 2 or 3 weeks I’ll be back to beast mode
Lesson for all of us = balance
I need a schooling… lol
But I think I got enough understanding to work it all out nice this time around
Just gotta get this thing cleared and I’m full throttle
Yes, Rosechalice is right.
Thanks for elaborating, Jonathan. These experiences sound like they have the risk of pulling you away further. Ironically/not ironically focusing on physical wellbeing can a lot of the times smooth out spiritual troubles.
Use your Divine Physique NFT and do what you need to build focus, strength, and health physically. Dial in on nutrition, working out, and mental wellbeing since those two are deeply interconnected. When you eat well, and sleep regularly, it can correct imbalances that influence certain spiritual woes. Or at least help improve. Not always in the answer when it comes to spirituality = more (astral traveling) spirituality.
Cut yourself a break and focus on human you and what you need 
that will give you better direction. Make sure you reach out to those who can support you in becoming a stronger human, mind and body. I think you’ll see the peace and nourishment in focusing on these two aspects.
This is super important IMO. BC,
These experiences sound like they have the risk of pulling you away further.
Do all things grounding
Thanks again Flutterfly… I started to talk again to Goddesses and Gods because of a new/different way I’ve been receiving answers that doesnt necessarily have to do with previous ways of interaction so it made me more convinced with the answers
But today I’m stopping all the way, I have to, because it can loop around later and surprise! Same old thing…
I didn’t work out yesterday as planned, needed to sleep… Plus I gotta work overnight today so sleeping in the day helped realign my sleep schedule for it
Won’t be having the best sleep schedule, I try to sleep during night time on my days off so I can be with my partner more, and I have to flip night sleeping to day sleeping on a weekly, but I will be working more this month so I think I’ll strictly keep one schedule which may help
Time to focus on human me indeed, thanks for that… “Focus on human you” really helped, this is what I need to focus on entirely and just have faith and know I can return to the Gods and Goddesses I love later…
Imma try to gain back all my weight, I lost 30 pounds from my top weight, I thought it was 20 lol… Not my first rodeo gaining back weight, I look forward to the journey again, this will keep my mind and heart busy for sure while the smoke keeps settling… Just spending time with my partner and bodybuilding is key I think for me… With lots of mindfulness, which is a lot more easy than before.
All in all, I think I got this in the bag…
Also, gonna try to do more yoga, been slacking on that with my job
I also wanna say
I can beat it now
Got my autonomy back
