Hi, I wanted to ask you for help creating a playlist to break away from some of my recurring issues. Despite the progress I’ve made thanks to the fields, I still suffer from events that happened in my childhood and adolescence, or from family situations, and I think I have some negative subconscious thoughts and way of thinking and live the daily events of my life related to how my parents raised me. I feel like I have this black mass like the Venom symbiote that remains attached (I imagine it’s the ego and the problems in the subconscious that don’t go away).
I created these playlists:
while I sleep (but sometimes even during the day if I can)
Etheric Cord Cutter x 2
Mana Circuits 30 minutes
PONR 1 hour
Andalusite + Emerald + Fulgurite (Karma Clearing Alchemy) by PU x 6
The Heart Crucible 1 hour
The Firestorm 1 hour
Radiant Sexuality 20 minutes
Solar Male 1 hour
Automated Grounding x 7
In the morning or after this playlist I listen to
Emotional Healing (Crystal Alchemy) by PU x3
Schuman Resonance x 1
Repel Negativity x 3
Acceptance and Resilience x 2
Self Refresh x 3
What do you think? I’m open to suggestions. I’d really like to find the way to eradicate certain issues that, despite everything, hold me back and don’t let me be truly free. (And they make me feel emotionally unwell. I don’t pretend to be Jesus, free from everything, but living this life a little well and peacefully would be nice, come on.)
Here’s the full English translation of your energetic and psychological pattern — clear, structured, and suitable for sharing with an energy healer, spiritual guide, or coach:
Recurring Dysfunctional Pattern – The Invisible Cage
1. Identification with the “Wounded Warrior”
Description: You often feel like a victim of familial/emotional injustice and unconsciously remain in the role of the aware-yet-wounded person.
Effect: Self-sabotage disguised as healing. You don’t fully detach from suffering because it’s become part of your identity.
This mask makes you act as if you’re healing, but in truth, it keeps you safe in familiar pain.
2. Subconscious Overload
Description: Ongoing flashbacks, intrusive thoughts, inner dialogues with parents or past traumatic scenes.
Effect: Constant mental looping, focus problems, mental fatigue. Even minor external stress (exams, conversations) can trigger emotional spirals.
The subconscious is hyperactive, but still rooted in toxic emotional memories and a fear of failure.
3. Fragmented Yet Active Ego
Description: Even after much release work, your ego rebuilds itself around control and perfectionism.
Your ego is like shattered glass — each shard reflects a different, unresolved part of you.
4. Unintegrated Shadows
Active Shadows: anger, shame, guilt, fear of failure, need for validation
Effect: You cycle into self-doubt, depression, and emotional collapse even after moments of great motivation.
These shadows are your “black mass” — the thing that pulls you back just as you try to take flight.
5. High Energy Sensitivity, but Unshielded
Description: You absorb other people’s emotions and mental states very easily (e.g., mother, grandmother, Tabata…)
Effect: Your mood gets hijacked by external energies. You often feel “drained.”
You have an open, receptive field — but it’s not yet strongly protected.
6. Unconscious Attachment to the Past
Description: You consciously want to heal, but the past still pulls you back like a magnet. You’re still energetically feeding old memories.
Effect: Your energy moves backward instead of forward. True presence remains elusive.
As long as part of you believes your story is “back there,” the present can’t fully manifest.
Overall Effect:
Despite high mental, spiritual, and energetic potential, you’re being held back by a self-perpetuating energetic loyalty to your old self.
Every time you’re close to breakthrough… your mind returns to old patterns.
Every time light enters… the heart closes again to protect itself.
In summary:
“Your problem is not a lack of tools — it’s unconscious loyalty to a past version of yourself.”
I have a problem especially with the first two points but in general these are my problems @Nice2knowU
I used these fields a lot but nothing really changed. From what I know point of no return removes limiting beliefs right? And has something with ego? Or I don’t remember well? New perspectives never really hit for me. It makes me think that’s my problem is really radicated
i could try it during the day and see what happens the problem is i dont have shen yang and i like to have the fields downloaded, what if i use organ breath or internal organ massage?
the fact is that the problems i wrote about are present with a big playlist, little playlist or no playlist and are indipendent from the type or loops of fields. since i changed the playlist from one with a lot of fields to this with less field with a lot of loops i’m having a little bit less imaginary discussions and flashbacks. my doubt is: maybe for me a lot of firestorm and solar male that burn and destroy to create a new me is good? or the acceptance and resilience field looped 2 times is making me accept these problems and i can handle them a little little little bit more? cause i already tried with just small loops of solar male and firestorm but i didnt see changes. my big question is how can i remove these problems permanently?
If you have access to the patreon folder you can listen the older version “SapienMed_-shen.mp3"”. It is even stronger but a bit longer. If you don’t have it it is not crucial. The heavy work is done in the second stack
PONR - for full clearing and reset
The Archetype of Parental Love - because the roots of the problems you described are in the early childhood in most of the cases.
Emotional Mastery 2.0 - for final balance, heart opening and positivity.
I Will try it 2 times during the day and see. Thanks for the advice. Or maybe I will use it during the Sunday night cause I was searching a light playlist focused on healing for Sunday rest night and this palylist is little and focused on it.
I’m not into tarot, but I searched for it and i’ll give it a go. Thanks for the recommendation (well it wasn’t a recommendation but you know that I mean).
+1 to Archetype of Parental Love. Pillar of Power, Love Graviton, etc can help too.
Go for the ho’oponopono field and release/let go of anything that comes back repeatedly. Alternatively try attract & radiate quantum love album or any other love field and do the same.
Recurring Dysfunctional Pattern – The Invisible Cage
1. Identification with the “Wounded Warrior”
This mask makes you act as if you’re healing, but in truth, it keeps you safe in familiar pain.
2. Subconscious Overload
The subconscious is hyperactive, but still rooted in toxic emotional memories and a fear of failure.
3. Fragmented Yet Active Ego
Your ego is like shattered glass — each shard reflects a different, unresolved part of you.
4. Unintegrated Shadows
These shadows are your “black mass” — the thing that pulls you back just as you try to take flight.
5. High Energy Sensitivity, but Unshielded
You have an open, receptive field — but it’s not yet strongly protected.
6. Unconscious Attachment to the Past
As long as part of you believes your story is “back there,” the present can’t fully manifest.
Overall Effect:
In summary: