It was a typical Thursday. Nothing unusual about it… finished working out, watched some television then listened to a couple of sapien medicine tracks while meditating. I had my eyes closed while listening to subconscious limits removal when all the sudden… a bright light disturbed my peace. I open my eyes to a glowing white orb of light above my body and… if there was a personification of love, that light would be it. I felt whole while staring at it.
Then I heard a thought in my mind that didn’t feel like my own, say ‘Are you willing to undergo the process?’ I had nothing to lose at this point so… I said something along the lines of ‘sure, why not’. I blinked and I wasn’t lying in my bed anymore. I was somewhere else.
I was in my light body floating in a realm where… I seemed to be inside the pattern of a fractal that went on forever and just looking in the distance, I could feel the expansiveness of this place… There was floating and radiating geometry sparkling what seemed like millions of colors at once.
And then there were several entities there… their bodies looked like they were made of bubbles, except their form was that of floating capes and their heads were smoky (like gaseous bubbles). They were not just in one place but in all places at once. Depending on where I was observing, they would be there. Was I manifesting them? But then it felt like they were manifesting me… It was the strangest feeling because for the first time, I felt less alone than I ever had in my life. I felt like one small part of a greater whole. I shared a mind with these entities.
And because I shared a mind with them, communication came through thoughts. I knew what they were telling me rather than hearing or seeing it. And so I knew that I would have to undergo the full process of ego death to serve humanity in the coming years. And so they showed me what I had to do. All I saw was a pool of darkness. It wasn’t exactly a pool but that’s what it seemed like in this bright and luminescent realm… just a dark pool in the middle… pure darkness and who knows what, beneath it. I was to dive into it and reach the very bottom.
I forgot who I was at this point. I didn’t have a care of the time because time didn’t exist here. But looking into that dark pool, I felt the most fear I had ever felt in my life. The entities were alarmed by this and one said “you said you were ready to undergo the process.’ I thought ‘I know. But this is still scary. What’s down there?’ Another one said ‘ There’s nothing down there.’ And so I felt more assured.
They were here anyways. They wouldn’t tell me to go down there if it weren’t safe… So I jumped into this dark pool and within it… I enveloped into nothingness. I didn’t feel like a light body… the light withered. And everything went dark. No thought. Nothing. But there was still awareness. And in that moment, I enveloped into infinity.
Awareness expanding on and on to each galaxy, solar system, star, planet, living thing, to the tiniest of molecules. So much information, so much experience, so much life, so much everything packed into one. This went on for what felt like eternity. Until, in my expanding awareness, I zoom into the me that I am now… lying in bed. And I wake up. And a knowingness in me tells me… you need to contact dreamweaver and begin working with him immediately. And then, that’s all she wrote….