I can’t add anything more than what has already been Said.
The mentioned fields are top notch.
What I think (that) would help You: (cultivating) Self Love, Inner peace and confort, joy, (finding) a loving family (moral support) - even a virtual one, no matter if you find it in a forum, like this one, or if you find it in some beautiful pets, who can teach you unconditional love…
Plus, other options which should help.
Edit:
This makes me feel so good.
Try it.
This one is good too:
Also, brain fields, like gentle brain Regeneration or the older brain Regeneration, among others, should aud you in your healing.
All The Best. 
