Oof some of you can be really extreme on things.
@HiMynameIs , If you are taking mdma for the first time in 5 years then you are taking it the way it should be taken. Every once in a very blue moon. You’ll be fine and don’t listen to all this fear mongering about mdma tearing holes in your energy system. You only do that when you are taking these drugs on a daily basis.
Obviously, always test your batch and make sure its clean. And never make this a habit. It does drain your serotonin/dopamine but if you aren’t consistently using, your brain will recharge on all the dopamine and serotonin within a day or two.
While mdma isn’t considered a psychedelic… it does have similiar benefits. For one, for people stuck on certain patterns, it snaps you out of them and gives you a completely new more positive perspective for a few hours. Of course it doesn’t last but it doesn’t need to as the experience in itself mends the neural pathways needed to start pushing towards permanent positive change. This is well documented now as mdma is being successfully used for long lasting changes in therapy (here is one of many examples
And in general, that is why psychedelics have been transformative for people. It snaps you out of the patterns you are stuck on and allows you to see things from any perspective and then start creating a new positive pattern. That momentum is oftentimes all people need. I know a lot of people… like at least 12, whose lives have changed in a positive way due to psychedelics.
I don’t think its something people should seek for fun or to make a tool you use to get far in the spiritual path. You got to get there consciously and these drugs will not get there. But once in a blue moon with the right intention, the right people and right environment, it can certainly be transformative.
As for fields, honestly… any field. Mdma also opens the mind up to create new patterns and when listening to a field, if you keep it on the whole time, you’re likely to start more directly imprinting that field into your mind.
So think about what you are struggling with and use fields that focus on that and while listening to the field, think about the issue and accept all the negative aspects of it which should be easier under the influence. That will provide a great release and weight released from you. And then feel like you are the best version of yourself. ‘I love being me.’ Lol, that’s extra but just maybe keep these things in mind.
And have fun.