JAAJ's Mystical Journal

Freedom · October 21, 2023, 1:00am

Some thoughts

Or spam conceptual conglomerate.

I see the point in interacting with others for growth, but I’m sure that many lessons can be learned without direct interaction with others.

I’d argue that we often place unnecessary importance on experiences/interactions with others to fill a lack of self worth, while trying to convince ourselves that we “need” this person/interaction to grow.

No we don’t, we just don’t want to be alone with ourselves, bc that means we’d have to actually look at ourselves and grow.

Some souls profit from spending time alone more than interacting with others.
Or maybe that’s just bc they’ve already spend so many incarnations with a lot of “soulzializing”

JAAJ · October 21, 2023, 1:06am

I agree.
But you still have to observe them.
This is in the description of the Conceptual Realizations fields.
You are learning the lessons through observation of others.
So you still have to at least observe other real souls.

And then, I am not sure whether true compassion can be learned and developed without the actual interaction and at least partly feeling what others are feeling.
Because if you want to conceptually observe the feelings of others, you actually have to feel them, because feelings themselves are conceptual.

Freedom · October 21, 2023, 1:11am

You’re right, compassion is highly unlikely to develop on its own.
It’s even hardwired into human biology as mirror neurons.

In the end it comes down to the efficiency of the conceptual understanding, and how fast one can increase their sense of self worth.

JAAJ · October 22, 2023, 3:24am

„I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish, take a chance
Make a change, and break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I love.
I’ll take a risk, take a chance
Make a change, and break away„

A physical incarnation always comes with extremely high risk of being traumatized.

A physical incarnation is like jumping into pitch black cold water and once under water forgetting everything you‘ve known so far.

This amnesia alone already is a severe traumatic experience.

Added to this, the „cold water“, i.e. the physical environment and the limitiations of the physical body.

No more teleportation, instant manifestation, telepathic communication, 360 degree perception, traveling in time, being invulnerable to diseases etc.

Instead, the constantly nagging energy, food, water and safety requirements of the physical body.

Added to this, parents and a society who are in most cases spiritually blind and subconsciously scared as well and you can be pretty sure that the act of physical incarnation alone is highly traumatic and everyone who has the courage for this journey starts with a negative account balance and has to heal themselves up and overcome all the presented limitations as best as possible. And through the learned self-empowernment learned during this process, reach new heights.

Most souls who play the physical incarnation game are truly professionals.

JAAJ · October 22, 2023, 3:44am

Sometimes the forces on earth need a gentle reminder of who is really in charge…

JAAJ · October 23, 2023, 3:06am

삶이 힘들어도 끝까지 포기 말아
하늘이 네 곁을 지켜줄 거야
너의 발걸음이 힘겨워 소리 내어
주저앉아 한숨 지어 보지만
한번 더! One more try

당당하게 하늘을 봐
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 너의 미래
일어나 손을 잡아 세상을 가져

시간이 흐르면 꽃잎이 떨어지듯이
구름은 비를 약속해
몸부림 쳐봐도 하늘의 마음대로
달라질 수 있어
Don’t worry Never mind
그날을 기다려

당당하게 하늘을 봐
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 다시 한번
일어나 손을 잡아 다시 일어나

일어나 고갤 들어 oh oh woo

제발 흔들리지 말아
이제 시작일 뿐이야 어깰 펴
네 안에 같은 네가 있어
힘들어도 포기 말아 다시 한번
일어나 손을 잡아 다시 일어나 yeh yeh

지켜봐 느껴봐
서로 다르다 해도 My friend
혼자가 아니야 다시 일어나

The Astral POV

Acquiring the „astral point of view“ means reaching a whole new level.
It instantly extends how far you can go in your spiritual development.
It is a major mindset shift.

What does it mean to have the „astral view“?

The physical universe is just one of many and part of a multi-layered multi-dimensional multi-timeline bigger world.
You as a conscious are immortal and eternal.
Death is an illusion and when your physical body dies you go back to your “previous life” on the astral planes where you live on with the astral body.

Acquiring the „astral view“ means internalizing the truth that your life and existence are eternal and that everything you see around you, especially the physical world is temporary – and that therefore, there is no need to hold onto anything that you cannot take with you back to the astral planes.

Astral view = freedom from hoarding, freedom from holding on to things, freedom from building a safety net out of fear, freedom from holding on to resources for the “what if’s”, freedom from FOMO and resentment for yourself if you don’t live “the ideal physical life”, and most importantly, freedom from existential fear.

Astral view = freedom from the perceived limitations of the physical world.

Astral view = freedom from society’s brainwashing of “everything is futile”, defeatism mindset and death mindset.

Astral view = perception and mindset shift from “death mindset” to “temporary fun physical adventure mindset”.

Astral view = seeing the physical life as an adventure again.

Astral view = letting the heaviness of the physical plane behind while still being incarnated here.

Astral view = becoming light hearted again.

Nothing in this physical universe really matters except for consciousness growth and how you treat other souls.

There is no longer material FOMO because everything that you can physically experience here exists as better and as unlimited versions on the astral planes too.

All your physical possessions only matter for as long as you are here. But there is also no need to hold onto them because all these things exists in infinite amount for free on the astral planes.

How will you know that you have successfully made the mindset shift to the “astral point of view”?
When you are no longer afraid of physical death on a deep subconscious level and your soul fully expresses itself, without any fears, in the physical.

When you make the mindset shift to the astral view, you will no longer long for having the Shinigami Eyes. Because what you will have obtained by then, will be Eyes of the Oracle.

“You have the sight now, Neo. You are looking at the world without time.”

– The Oracle, Matrix: Reloaded

JAAJ · October 23, 2023, 3:13am

#Speedrun

Sims · October 23, 2023, 4:45am

God when I read that I almost died of laughter, not because it’s false, quite the opposite; something so ‘mundane’ and unnoticeable can have such a deep lesson. Reading that I had my own ‘a-ha’ moment .

Freedom · October 23, 2023, 9:21am

This right here might be one of your most important post ever.

IYKYK

JAAJ · October 24, 2023, 5:49am

Freedom · October 24, 2023, 5:21pm

Do you know if the canyon/river landscape is a reference to a specific place?

I’ve seen a very similar place while doing a soul retrieval.

JAAJ · October 24, 2023, 9:55pm

I don’t know about that reference. I think you can find canyons on every planet in the universe that have or had water at same point in time. It is such a broad reference, it can many anything for anyone.
And on the higher astral planes, where gravitation is just an optional feature, canyons would then probably only serve as a visual effect only.
In a physical universe it can mean “a pit that one can fall into and that needs to be overcomed”. On the higher astral planes, where you can just teleport, it would instantly lose this symbolic representation…

But the movie is great for emotional release of the “Grief, Loss, Loneliness, Reunification” type. And many other emotions.

Freedom · October 24, 2023, 10:02pm

Yes, it´s indeed more of an association with freedom, beauty, flying… kinda like the people there…

Definetly

JAAJ · October 26, 2023, 7:49am

“The childhood you never had, combined with the woman she could never become.”

„My name is Alice. And I remember everything.“

#YourHigherSelfHasAPlan

redqueen

JAAJ · October 30, 2023, 10:25am

Alkul · October 30, 2023, 4:12pm

JAAJ · November 7, 2023, 2:11am

“Time cannot diminish the power of steel.” – Religious Shrine (repairs all items), Diablo 1

Trauma cannot diminish the power of the heart.

#HeartOfStone

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"Her will-power generates the decisive moment of spiritual awakening, in which we realize that true happiness cannot be found in the outer world but only within. Then she redirects our life as a mystic journey to the inner source, the heart of creation, and the Eternal flame.

Kali’s Shakti works to focus our energies back to the heart and the core of our being. Kali’s energy reverses the ordinary process of creation. Hers is the power that merges earth into water, water into fire, fire into air, air into ether, ether into mind, and mind into pure consciousness. She takes us back from the many to the One, reintegrating the world into our deepest Self and Being."

(Source)

JAAJ · November 8, 2023, 12:09am

I was bored on the astral planes.

So then I incarnated.

To learn something.

Or to grow.

Or to find new inspiration and a new purpose.

The experience of adversity and overcoming challenges teaches a lot.

Still, one can get bored here in this world too, lol.

It is always about manifesting your life.

Does not matter which plane or game area or difficulty setting you are in.

Here, there, everywhere.

The goal is the same:

Grow consciousness. Increase free will. Proactively decide your next purpose. Manifest and experience it. Repeat.

The eternal equation.

The cycle of existence.

You either proactively create. Or you succumb to boredom and cope with it.

The Source is always in creation mode.
It is taking on this responsibility onto itself to always create and never allow boredom to win.

Once you realize that there is nothing else to do and that you are completely free, all that you will care about is simply proactive manifestation.

I am beginning to remember why I wanted to take on this challenge in the first place.

Doing a speedrun with the bonus of a huge personal growth boost.

It is not like there is anything really new about this game.

Just a repitition with advanced settings and a further polishing of the diamond.

Like when you loot run a game boss whose level and the dungeons he is in are much higher than your char level.

During the process you level up a lot (growth), find crazy loot (unique experiences) and make the experience of speedrunning through the level like a boss (not killing every monster and doing every quest along the path).
That’s what’s in it for me I guess.

For most others here on earth, I think most people actually love to play this game as intended by its creators. Level after level, not skipping anything, making every side quest, fully immersed in the experience of the game character.

If I try to wake them up and disclose things like the afterlife to them, a lot of them will come after me, because I am actually ruining their game plan. They WANT to do the “blind run” through the game in order to see what will happen and where it gets them and what they can learn from it.

I am like a game figure which they meet inside the game and then all of a sudden that game figure reveals to them some game cheat codes and short cuts. Their Higher Selves then need to intervene and asap blur the provided info in their perception, i.e. distract their attention again and trigger their ego so that the information I am providing them is instantly removed from their perception.

It’s okay.
I didn’t knew this before that many do not want to be awaken from their trance.
I was angry at their NPC like behavior.
I had the limiting belief that their decision to play slow somehow affects my own progress.
Which is not true at all lol.
It was a story I was telling to myself coming from a spiritual ego.
I will do my best to remember this next time when I am in venting mode.

Live and let live.
Play and let play.

#YouAreTheAnswer

JAAJ · November 10, 2023, 8:12am

Is bliss and hedonism the ultimate end goal?

Doesn’t almost everything lead to the one ultimate end goal of indulging in bliss and hedonism?

Isn’t power by itself useless?
What are you going to use that power for?
To manifest love, sex and intimacy?
Otherwise, why and what for acquire that power in the first place?

Or if it is not the “power over something” but the “power to do something”, what are you going to manifest in the end?
Love, sex and intimacy?

What other end goal is there?

Become the world leader?
And then what?
To pass on laws and force people to do stuff?
Force people to love you and have sex with you?

Acquire infinite resources?
And then what?
Buy everything?
Or use those resources to help others to do the same?
And then indulge with them together?

Or become enlightened and omni-potent like the Source?
And then what?
Indulge in eternal bliss and oneness?

Or conceptually realizing/understanding everything?
And then what?
Indulge in the bliss of knowing it all?
Or use those realizations for what?

What are you going to do in the end when you have unlimited power, energy, time and resources?
Eat all the food in the world and listen to all the music there is and watch all the movies and play all the games?
And share of all this with others so that they can do the same and then indulge with the together in all the possible combinations until the end of days?
Isn’t that all bliss and hedonism in the end?

Isn’t Source exploring itself because it has the ultimate passion and lust for experiencing itself?
And through this, indulge in its own bliss and hedonism?

The lust for life.

#TheLustForLifeIsLifeItself

JAAJ · November 10, 2023, 8:35am

Admiration

What is the spiritual ego?
And what is the true motivation behind it?

Maybe one of it is the secret desire for the admiration from other beings?

Why do we want to be admired by others?

Admiration seems to be a special type of recognition that is connected to the achievement of something.

So if this recognition is conditional, i.e. dependant on an achievement, then admiration itself cannot be a type of love, right?

But then also, admiration itself is not a sign of low-self esteem.

Of course, many humans want to be admired as a cope for lack of internal self-esteem.

However, people who fully love themselves still feel elevated and uplifted when they receive admiration.

This is because one can be of super high self-esteem and still find receiving admiration a pleasant experience.

This is just like receiving love: admiration can always be received in infinite amounts and still feel good.

So did our Higher Selves choose to play this difficult incarnational game because it also wanted to be admired by higher beings?

Don‘t we sometimes want to grow so that one day we become as the sun?

Aren’t we inspired to become something more than we are and then be recognized and admired by higher beings as a sign to ourself that „we‘ve made it!“…?