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Chapter 8 of 20: The Sunless Sea

Intro:

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Excerpt from “A Chronicle from the Fractured Spiral”, page 245
Chapter “The Path of Luminous Decay”:

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It began with Dissolution—the sacred breaking down of form. In the old texts, this was symbolized by the black waters, the Nigredo of the soul. The Paradox taught that before anything can be truly transformed, it must be willingly returned to formlessness. Identity, belief, memory—all submerged in the inner ocean where certainty cannot survive. It was a controlled surrender, an inner undoing.

This is me 2 years ago…

"Alchemists have generally divided the Great Work into three distinct phases, referred to by their color: the nigredo (black phase), albedo (white phase), and rubedo (red phase).

In earlier times, some also spoke of the citrinitas (yellow phase) that was said to occur between the white and red phases. However, this term is less frequently used by the more contemporary alchemists of today."

Source

Looks like most of my being is currently entering the Citrinitas phase (the yellow phase).

“Citrinitas – The Alchemy of the Sun”

Over the last 10 months, I’ve been drawn to everything “Solar”, “Sun,” “Lion”, “Helios”, "Yellow, “Shining” etc.

Citrine

Besides that, Corrosion is still a major thing in my life though…

…or maybe it simply goes hand in hand with the beginning of the Citrinitas phase?

In the last 2 weeks Corrosion has reached my deepest fears, character traits and behavioral patterns – all unfit, and even useless and road blocking, for further ascension.