@_OM@uial sorry to @ you guys man but… I know I can just see what’s up on the course or dig through the other threads but if my concerns are true I’d like to start making the most of my final hours before i do start the course
By the way @anon82168195 … What’s the Origin of your name? Is it perhaps from… Origin? Haha your whole vibe is reminiscent of an old member here that deleted his account
That’s one of the heaviest audios I’ve experienced so far (if you meditate the whole hour) so safe to say no project kundalini lol.
I still get dead tired sometimes the next day
In my experience when I listen lying down on my back (so there is no tension in the body, spine straight) and let the field work, I get a ton of physical sensations/ activation.
It doesn’t compare with just having it play on the background
After a certain point, off topic posts in nearly every thread just seems like people giving a big “fuck you” to @El_Capitan_Nemo and all the other people who use this forum…
So you’ll forgive my lack of patience at this point.
Or perhaps people enjoying like-minded people brought together by captain nemo on this forum; welcoming an old friend back, etc… You know it’s always a bliss when we see our old members making a come back :)
Like minded in the sense of selfishly throwing many threads into slides over the course of many months disregarding the many other people who use the forum?
After repeated attempts to reign in such behavior?
If it was this one thread, that would be one thing. It isn’t.
If it was the occasional funny side quip with a couple other side quips and then back on topic, that would be one thing.
But it isn’t.
A fun side joke turns into 10+ posts of completely off topic conversation with someone usually trying to be funny and instead being insulting which leads to another 10 posts addressing that thing. Case in point, this thread.
As far as forgiveness goes…
When people make amends and show they’ve actually changed in action not just word, than full forgiveness can be given.
Until then, it’s just an exercise in making the perpetrator feel less guilty about their actions.
So instead of me getting to be funny gif posting _OM, I have to play “mean bad person” for the good of everyone else on the forum.
I daresay there’s a balance for having fun and staying on topic but not sure it’s possible to achieve unless others want to be truly aware of when a side joke/topic needs to end instead of people feeling the need to add their slightly funny, definitely off topic post at every opportunity.