Hey guys.
So, I PM’d a member here this morning about something loosely related to this topic, but I decided to bring it to the public forum.
Here’s what I wrote:
Today I wanted to reach out, considering the weird yet interesting space I’ve entered in this phase of my life and I could use some guidance.
Like many, I’ve been afflicted at every level (mental, physical, emotional, spiritual, etc.) and I wanted to know what you would personally recommend or advise given my situation. I believe everything starts on a subconscious level and have attempted to identify the source of my troubles through shadow work, meditation, and other forms of energy healing but I still feel like I’ve yet to scratch the surface.
It’s as if part of my consciousness is afraid to venture past a certain point. I say that because recently I had a dream of my childhood home - an occurrence that is all too familiar but in this particular dream, I could sense this palpable fear in myself - afraid to go “outside” of said home. How is one to evolve if they refuse to venture out of their comfort zone?
After this dream, it made me realize why certain aspects of my life hadn’t progressed. Not only stagnating but even regressing in some instances.
So what is it that I can do to liberate my consciousness? How do I free these restricted parts of my soul so they can heal beyond a surface level?
These are pretty heavy questions, or at least I feel like they are, but any advice you have is welcome.
Thanks in advance.
What I spoke of is something I’ve struggled with for a long time, especially since I’ve had my first spiritual awakening. This restrictiveness spiraled into depression, exacerbating my lack of focus (I’ve been sort of a jack of all trades type of person since I was a kid) and draining me of enthusiasm. Things I once enjoyed I either no longer enjoy them or hardly so and I just want to know…
How do I get back to “myself”?
I’ve listened to the chakra audios, energy blockage removal, de-inhabiter combo, curse removal, ego dissolution, devil rx, the soul restoration series, VOL, aura repair, shamanic medicine blend, internal alchemy album etc. to assist in my dilemma and while these fields do help, the effects doesn’t last very long.
What am I missing here?