This song is sooooooo playa. I am in love. 
I am glad I fell in love with an “Anthem” that is appropriate. Lmao. It’s been hours already. It’s playing as you read, on repeat. Lol
Okay, forgive me if I am all over the place. But it’s been awhile. Lol. First off all, I got so addicted to the Bad Bunny Dolphin song (dubbed by the one-and-only @Atreides 
) Some crazy synchronicities happened with that song. I am too lazy to type it because I have alot on my mind. Lmao. So it’s been like a week since I literally listened to that song, on repeat for D…A…Y…s. But now I found my new “Anthem.” I dub these songs I play non-stop for days or weeks through and through. But I found another one! (Forgive me all my fellow Reggaeton addicts, as I am late. I am new to this shit, BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I been using it and it boosts my confidence SO MUCH. I like the vibe of it. So playa man. So positive. I now automatically and naturally add facial expressions, tilting my head with a half smile, change my tone easily correlating, I even love to sing outloud and move my head to the beat at the plasma place. I do it all now without even thinking. I used to always try to remember to do it when I was introverted. Now I just feel my words through my facial expressions. (And I see dudes and females be watching then looking away when I look), I love to smile so much and make people smile everywhere I go (all you guys with all those bad ass NFT’s, I know you know the feeling. 
I even get so happy when I see people winning on shows and like they were born with birth defects, and it fucks me up. lol. I cry everytime. They give me so much inspiration and they are literally so strong. I am not tryna be this or that, I am always just me. I am not a guru, I am not some holy roller. I am not enlightened. (Nor am I ready right now, but it will be for sure in one of my lifetimes) And like, I put a cool ass Hatian girl on Sapien Medicine today. I try to literally tell everyone I get cool with about Sapien Medicine. I vibed good with this black girl today. She’s had her eye on me for awhile. But I had my eye on her African friend. But she doesn’t work anymore. I gave her a nice big hug cause she gestured she thought I was going in for a hug. But I was just gonna squeeze her arm like I did earlier. And like, I also recently added the Charisma Glamour to be arsenal, and it makes me feel like being SO MUCH MORE SOCIAL. Like, it’s so crazy. I geniunely have so much fun interacting with people now. I have always gotten looks and stares since I was like in the 8th grade(When I removed my glasses and my baby fat went ghost overnight it seems. I only recently feel confident enough to wear my glasses in public, Lol), I have always been super anti-social by nature. Like, I came outta my my mama’s womb like that. So I would have to use drugs to make me ‘normal.’ That’s why I KNOW 100% that it’s not ‘set in stone’, about our birth charts and etc. Some weeks ago, as I was telling @DR_MANHATTAN , I felt my old ways of my ego coming back, though I had been doing good socially, I started to have moments where I didn’t want to talk to people. They were few, but I felt it was something I needed to work on. So earlier I had stopped on the way home at the Dollar Store, to get a phone mount for my phone. (I do senseless things ALOT of times. I try to stop, but even for someone with complete mindfulness all around the clock, but I still find myself doing dumb shit. Like cutting my nails and throwing it out of the window while I drive. I know I know, I will try and work on it. ) And at the Dollar Store I talked to an older woman, and a small Hispanic woman, and made them smile just saying a couple words of small talk. Lol. Then I went to Fiesta just so I could make small talk with some random people. I had this song playing the whole time! Before it was the Bad bunny song at the mall outloud! (Before I knew what it was about.) I got hit on my some girls in the beauty department of Macy’s at the Galleria, and I had played that song! I am so sorry guys. Lol. Oh! So to all the pretty people people of this forum, try this! Get a song that really gets you in “The Zone.” Something that makes you feel really confident and sexy. And ask your servitor to loop either the Charisma and Glamour, Extreme Self Confidence, Become Whole, or something of that nature. IT’S FREAKING POWERFUL MAN. Lol . I swear on my life. Listen to me guys. Lol. I love music so much.
Also, last week I was at the Plasma place. And it had hit me outta nowhere, “True Self of Others” works!!! This girl named Celestina , who was a supervisor there, she was talking to this older black lady. And I was listening to her talk, and I couldn’t stop staring at her. She looked so beautiful. Lol. And she turned and said it a sexy high-pitched tone, “Hii!” I never thought that she was pretty before cuz I had felt her lips were too thin(But it was just an illusion!) before, since my family practically brainwashed me. So since I was young, I only liked girl with mainly full lips(the top matching thickness as the bottom) but now I am starting to see everyone that smiles at me, so beautiful. Not like I am attracted to everyone, but I see something beautiful in them, that makes them like them as a person, and not just a piece of meat. I also realize a new thing I try to be conscious of at the plasma place(Or anywhere else for that matter) is I never want anyone to feel left out. Like I feel bad sometimes, that I only talk and give the ones I like most of the attention. And there be like 2 or so chicks that that be tryna catch my eye, but I don’t try to lock eyes with them cuz I don’t want them to get the wrong impression. I don’t care anymore. I would rather make someone smile then have them asking “What’s wrong with me? Why isn’t he giving me attention?” Hence is why I try to put as many people as I can on Sapien Medicine. The Charisma and Glamour makes me want to talk to everyone. I also got into contact with one of my L’il bros that is Chinese. I ain’t seen his ass in over 16 years. I told him about Sapien Medicine! He has always been overweight, but one of my big goals now is to help him shed this weight, and turn my bro fine as fuck so I can be his wingman! 
I am going to chill with him on Friday. And he randomly got shrooms lmao. I also met with a guy from the Plasma place, and he showed me lots of pictures and stuff, of this company he works at. Marketing and it’s famous too and even recommended by famous mags and etc. I can’t wait. Until maybe next week(I told him I need to study this week, next semester will start). And he said he gon break me off 50%of sales. This will be really fun, and I get to talk and charm people for work? My fine ass bro @GianLee knows what i am talking about. 
Before I would have dreaded having a job like this. Lol. I also decided I want to get licensed for NASM, then I can be a fitness trainer. (Dude, get paid to work out and help people? Lmaooo I fuckin win man! ) Black girl at plasma place asked if I was a fitness trainer. Lol. Gave me an idea. So to all of my guys/gals or Sapien Medicine. Don’t let anyone tell you you are ugly, or this or that. (Fuck them, we got Sapien Medicine and Subliminals. Maybe had they played their cards right, we would tell them! lmaooo. They probably wouldn’t believe in it anyways. Their lost.) So to all my guys and gals, just stay consistent and watch the magic happen. I been using some of them fields for like almost a year. Lmao. ALSO, DO NOT FORGET TO TRY WHAT I HAD SUGGESTED about the "Anthem’ songs. I love to dance to reggaeton. It’s like drugs. For reals though. Haha, I love country and rock (My ex turned me out lol) and I grew up to rap and r&b. But now I am stuck to Reggaeton. Some Kumbia and Bachata is great too. My hormones been really crazy lately. So I had to get that shit in check. I hate wasting Jing by myself. So I don’t. (Try not to lol. Sometimes maybe once a week.) I heard two of my bros got in a argument. you guyss are too playa for that man. TOO PLAYA. Haha, I am gone man. Much love you guys. Oh! Another thing I want to tell people is, just say “fuck the ego.” I don’t mean to like shun it, or act like it’s bad. Just understand it, and "Not give a fuck.’ When you catch yourself (I.E. switch ‘What if she noticed my elbows are ashy’’ to “So what if she thinks my elbows are ashy.”) I even played a joke and told her when she asked to see my elbows, “Oh, you mean them ashy muthafuckas?” (Thanks to the Anger Management! and Extreme Self-confidence 
) She didn’t laugh too hard, but she told me to use cocoa butter. We really vibe good together. To all the guys having dating problems or etc. just shift your mindset to "Playful’’. Focus on having fun, and just getting to know the person. Detective game. Just taking everything light. Life’s not that serious. Lighten up. The one I been using lately alot to get a good convo started is, “Hey, how you doin. It’s hot!” And I make a face of displeasement, and I always get a good geniune laugh. But I am being for real. Lol. I hate the sun. Unless there is hella wind, which is not the case around here. Lmao. Now I rambling on.
These audios have helped me out so much. Thank you Mr. Dream.
-Childlike Wonder
-Extreme Self-Confidence
-Depths of your soul
-Become Whole
-Your Self Love
-True Self of Others
-Charisma and Glamour
-Anger Management
-Patience and kindness (I need double reinforcement, just in case. )
. Lol And right when I got down towards his eye level, he walked up briskly to me, and started to wag his tail and started tryna give me kisses. Lol. This was like the cutest shit ever. Then I had them all laughing and giggling at the Tapioca place. It seems people reflect exactly the energy I give out. Respect. Friendliness. Happiness, and I love to bring out the goofiness in some people. I had met this girl at Holister today(I hate Hollister, but there’s this nice striped Polo I had seen there that doesn’t seem to have a big tag, or brand lol) and I had her telling me I was so funny. I got her number. Lol. My social intelligence been getting higher and higher. And also, I love Kali so much. I feel her protection over me, and her love is so profound. So deep. I always cry when I think of her. She also doesn’t allow me to attach to anyone or anything. 
One youngster told me, “I have never met someone with so much energy”. Another bro told me, “I am so glad I got to meet ya, you literally brighten up the whole room.” Lol. One girl told me that I was funny and Charismatic. One Viet dude commented on how I looked like I use a “skin care” routine. Lol. Everyone kept asking for my age, and none of them guessed it! lmfao. And literally everyone kept staring at me lol. I love to make people feel good man. Then afterwards we had went to a nice little bar, and someone ended up buying me a shot there. I don’t drink unless it’s a ‘special occasion’, so I said fuck it lol. Just ‘one’ jello shot. Tasted like shit. I can’t believe I used to drink like a fish as a kid. 
Then after that around 2am, I went to my new Paki friend’s niiice apartment, and he smoked me out a little. I usually don’t smoke(I’m a psychonaut haha), but we just kicked it. And then I left for home round three. Dude was hella coo. So many people asked for my number last night lol. I asked for like 2 haha. I had such a blast.
Even smells rich lol. At least to a boy from the hood like me. 
But like with an attitude. And they started to walk away with an embarrassing smile. 
Lmfao.
I blew up out of anger, misunderstanding her cuz it’s hard to read tone in text. But her sister Kiara let her know I apologized.
but she had declined and caught a whole ass attitude bout it… I know if one of these days, and believe me, there will be a day, Bianka will be around at her sis’ and when she sees me in person again, she gonna be like 
Kiara and Jessi all call me a badger.