As soon as I started today’s meditation I felt a very loving and beautiful energy around me, it felt so awesome to just relax into this energy and let it flow over me.
A few minutes in and my body then started doing its latest dancing moves, this has been happening a lot lately. I have mentioned it before in one of my other posts. Once I become relaxed my body will start to rock from side to side like a pendulum. It’s such a weird sensation and I’m not too sure why my body behaves this way. I can make it stop and sit still but this requires me to focus causing me to come out of my meditation. Some days my body rocks from side to side and other days it does a spiral in an anti-clockwise motion. If I let go and just go with the flow the movements get bigger and bigger. Today I was sitting crossed legged on the side of my bed and I actually thought I might rock myself off the bed!
I am pretty sure that would never happen as my legs and hips stay firmly in place it is just my upper torso that moves about. Every time I try to stop it and tell myself to behave and sit still like a normal human being as soon as I relax again the movement or should I say the direction will be opposite to what my body was doing prior to when I stopped it. Almost like my body was saying “well if you don’t want me to move like that then I will do this instead” In today’s meditation my body did two new movements. It started making “waves”. For example instead of just the normal rocking from side to side leading with the shoulders it now added a head movement to its dance. I imagined that I must have looked like Stevie Wonder doing his head moves!!! Another new move today was a forward wave like motion. First my hips would rock forward like I was riding a horse and as they rocked backwards my chest moved forward like I wanted to do chest bumps with someone!! After that I totally froze my body and forced myself to sit still, I could hear my inner voice admonishing myself and telling me “just behave, for goodness sake can you just sit still!!!”
To distract myself and to try and relax again I imagined I had the Hakuin’s Healing Egg above my head (no I have not yet bought this audio but it is at the top of my wish list) any hoo I imagined it opening up and flowing over me. The flow down my body was a slow and gentle movement, like the liquid had a slightly thicker consistency. Once it had totally enveloped me and had gone all the way down to my toes I was then surrounded by a bright golden light. I felt happy and loved, such a beautiful feeling and then my body started moving again, I allowed it to move in whichever direction it now chose and when I reigned it back in and sat still again I must have dropped down lower again because next thing I noticed I was in an open wide space and there were large domed shaped bubbles all around me and they were giving off a beautiful turquoise blue colour. Next thing the bubbles disappeared but the blue colour flowed all around me sort of like a mist. And then yes you guessed it my body started moving again and that’s when I called it quits and came out of it and when I looked at my watch an hour had passed. I have stopped meditating because of my body moving around; it just doesn’t feel normal to me. These days I only meditate on Saturdays when we do the mass meditation because I love the energy of us all coming together but each time I join in my body starts to move again. This has been happening since the day I got my IPF & Chakra fields embedded onto my lapis lazuli pendant. The day Dream emailed me to say that one was ready was the same day we had a mass meditation and I posted this….
Edit: When I say this all started when I received my fields I am just pointing this out from a date perspective. I am still wearing my lapis lazuli pendant, in fact I am wearing all the fields that Dream custom made for me over that weekend. Besides the cognitive enhancement pendant that I only wear during the day, I wear the others 24/7. In today’s meditation I decided to hold the Subconscious Limits Removal pendant in my left palm and my higher self pendant in my right palm.