Today when I first started to meditate, I’d started in a pretty good mood. Then like the first 20 or so minutes(Not sure the exact time) I started to cry. Not like because I was sad, but because I was so grateful. Grateful that I was finally home. I remember feeling so blessed that I didn’t get any more time in prison. (lots of my good bros had gotten more time for cell phones, organized crime for beating someone terribly and sending them to the hospital, shanks and etc.) Even when my mind and soul wasn’t right yet, it seemed like a guardian angel was always watching over me, for some reason. I’ve been in fights, riots, damn near fatally overdosing on drugs by a thread, done smash-outs, done heart checks and gotten heart checked, etc. and yet, here I am. Still alive. I’ve never had anything broken. Never had anything split. Never had my head smashed in/split with some dominoes, or had that steel put in me. And I was just feeling so blessed and grateful at first during the meditation, cried a lot too. Haha. I think the music at first made me feel some type of way too. Then, like the last 20 or so minutes, my ego kept making my mind drift and think about things. So I had cut it short, and just listened passively the last 15 or so minutes. Sorry guys. I will make up for it on the next one before I go to church. I am so grateful that we are able to come together every week to have these wonderful meditations. Much love you guys.
It was a beautiful meditation everyone! Really beautiful. And like you, @This_Boy_Here I had an emotional release too :). I remember that I felt great, grateful and started to cry.
Thanks you all once again!
Only attended the first Mass Meditation on Saturday for an hour.
Couldn’t concentrate much for the first 30 minutes. Tried a new meditation position with crossed arms and crossed legs. I really like to do this, when I’m meditating while lying on my back.
Switched to a regular seating position and did the Root Chakra mudra (hand posture, that’s in the livestream picture). Tried to built a connection to earth and then I had a few short visions.
First one:
- Saw a sun inside the earth
– then I saw an eclipse happening to our “outside” sun
Got distracted, when I re-focused:
- again sun inside the earth, but was being compressed into a small perfectly round ball
– then saw magnetic field lines, probably from planet earth
Again couldn’t concentrate very well, even with the new position. One of the reasons, why I left after 1 hour.
Holy Crap! Today I had a great meditation! I got so deep into it and I was soo far away, like I was in another world. Like my mind was lost in a far away, serene and beautiful place. I didn’t lose my train of thought even once this time! I started to get drowsy too, towards the end, I guess as my brainwave pattern shifted. Man, today is a beautiful day man! Thanks you guys, for your wonderful energies. I wish everyday was like this, weather and all! 
Had a short vision at the beginning of the stream:
Drops of water … paint that was spilled on a flat surface …
Not 100% sure if it came from the Meditation field. Could have been my higher self giving me a hint.
Anyway, a few seconds later the idea to charge some water with Uplift Yourself and Others popped into my head. Going to drink it before today’s 2nd meditation and see how it goes.
After fifty minutes a feeling of gratitude overcame me. I felt grateful for everyone who was attending and helping with this meditation.
A few moments later my heart was opening up and the gratitude turned into a feeling of bliss. Could sense the energy from the meditation field pouring into my heart chakra.
It felt so good, that I didn’t want to leave.
Thank you all for coming and making this happen!
As soon as I started today’s meditation I felt a very loving and beautiful energy around me, it felt so awesome to just relax into this energy and let it flow over me.
A few minutes in and my body then started doing its latest dancing moves, this has been happening a lot lately. I have mentioned it before in one of my other posts. Once I become relaxed my body will start to rock from side to side like a pendulum. It’s such a weird sensation and I’m not too sure why my body behaves this way. I can make it stop and sit still but this requires me to focus causing me to come out of my meditation. Some days my body rocks from side to side and other days it does a spiral in an anti-clockwise motion. If I let go and just go with the flow the movements get bigger and bigger. Today I was sitting crossed legged on the side of my bed and I actually thought I might rock myself off the bed! 
I am pretty sure that would never happen as my legs and hips stay firmly in place it is just my upper torso that moves about. Every time I try to stop it and tell myself to behave and sit still like a normal human being as soon as I relax again the movement or should I say the direction will be opposite to what my body was doing prior to when I stopped it. Almost like my body was saying “well if you don’t want me to move like that then I will do this instead” In today’s meditation my body did two new movements. It started making “waves”. For example instead of just the normal rocking from side to side leading with the shoulders it now added a head movement to its dance. I imagined that I must have looked like Stevie Wonder doing his head moves!!! 
Another new move today was a forward wave like motion. First my hips would rock forward like I was riding a horse and as they rocked backwards my chest moved forward like I wanted to do chest bumps with someone!! After that I totally froze my body and forced myself to sit still, I could hear my inner voice admonishing myself and telling me “just behave, for goodness sake can you just sit still!!!”
To distract myself and to try and relax again I imagined I had the Hakuin’s Healing Egg above my head (no I have not yet bought this audio but it is at the top of my wish list) any hoo I imagined it opening up and flowing over me. The flow down my body was a slow and gentle movement, like the liquid had a slightly thicker consistency. Once it had totally enveloped me and had gone all the way down to my toes I was then surrounded by a bright golden light. I felt happy and loved, such a beautiful feeling and then my body started moving again, I allowed it to move in whichever direction it now chose and when I reigned it back in and sat still again I must have dropped down lower again because next thing I noticed I was in an open wide space and there were large domed shaped bubbles all around me and they were giving off a beautiful turquoise blue colour. Next thing the bubbles disappeared but the blue colour flowed all around me sort of like a mist. And then yes you guessed it my body started moving again and that’s when I called it quits and came out of it and when I looked at my watch an hour had passed. I have stopped meditating because of my body moving around; it just doesn’t feel normal to me. These days I only meditate on Saturdays when we do the mass meditation because I love the energy of us all coming together but each time I join in my body starts to move again. This has been happening since the day I got my IPF & Chakra fields embedded onto my lapis lazuli pendant. The day Dream emailed me to say that one was ready was the same day we had a mass meditation and I posted this….
Edit: When I say this all started when I received my fields I am just pointing this out from a date perspective. I am still wearing my lapis lazuli pendant, in fact I am wearing all the fields that Dream custom made for me over that weekend. Besides the cognitive enhancement pendant that I only wear during the day, I wear the others 24/7. In today’s meditation I decided to hold the Subconscious Limits Removal pendant in my left palm and my higher self pendant in my right palm.
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I think you are perceiving some details
thanks for everyone’s testimonials! i had the chance to sit with this one myself, but nothing ‘notable’ to report. still was a great meditation!
Kundalini awakening symptoms?
Hi @Fender_Cad
I don’t know, maybe? I don’t know much about Kundalini awakening but think I may need do some research.
In my previous post I mentioned that I had stopped meditating and was only meditating on Saturdays with the mass meditation but I miss it so I think I will to start again each evening and see what happens. Will take it one day at a time.
Please watch this video, especially starting from minute 18:20
Thanks guys, whoever joined in on the meditation. I had a great one today. I had forgotten that the time changed so I had started a bit late. I was wondering why some places in the world never changed their time, while some other countries do? 
shrugs
We (= country) were changing too, until a couple of years ago… but the Ôôô Almighty “governing” (?) us has listened too much this song by Oasis and has misinterpreted it. He just does whatever he chooses (I was the one who set the meditation countdown today, I hope it hasn’t created perturbations?).
Have a nice time you all guys.
I am slightly confused about your post, but great song though. Lol
Your confusion is totally legitimate. What I meant is that Turkey had distinct summer and winter times too, until 4-5 years ago. Then, the “president” has decided to set a fixed time for the whole year… but his justifications were a little awkward.
And I had a moment of doubt today when I have put the countdown on the Mass Meditation thread, like “is this countdown displayed properly for other forum members too?”
So it was an answer to your other post, in which you were wondering ;)
Only 40 minutes because interrupted by my cat roommate.
Before the meditation, I sat in a circle with all my Sapien Medicine pals: tags, etc. I then cast an egg of light around us, with a Hakuin one inside (@ryantraveling ;) Trying also to melt them on Earth while visualizing her. The big cocktail, in sum (yes, I have some barmaid tendencies)
The most noticeable thing is that I really felt as if breathing through my Crown, during almost the whole process. This hadn’t happen for at least 4 years. At one moment, I even felt the need to check the top of my head with my hand, in order to be sure that somebody hadn’t drilled a hole on it.
I also have some mild neck and shoulder pain these days. Probably because we keep being shaken by additional earthquakes after last week’s big one and I remain as a sphinx when these happen, so I’m somewhat tensed, I think. Anyway, the meditation has brought some relief to this aspect as well.
Emotionally speaking… I don’t know. I may have temporarily shut down that side lately, just trying to remain clownesque (on the surface) because there’s nothing better to do right now. When the Levee Breaks says my favorite band (…) etc.
Whatever. Thanks to you all for your presence(s).
I’ll go on for another round now.
Oh, haha. I get it now. Thanks for clearing that up. 
Bronyraur, You are superb … 
Stay safe, my friend. On a related note, thunders, hurricanes, earthquakes are events that release massive amounts of energy! Watch out for some energetic changes! We always practice in thunder and lightning (which our Daoist sect is associated with) and one session charges me for like a few months! I’ve heard of similar practices in other earth-based Daoist sects which harness similar energy from earthquakes and floods (which also calm nature down) for cultivating decades of energetic refinement in a matter of minutes.
The first time I felt the crown chakra open was during a thunder and lightening storm, and I felt the energy coming down from the crown (usually, I had always felt the energy moving up from the spine till then). In fact, there is a chapter even in a Tantric work from around 975 CE which talks of a Tantric practice during the earthquake. When I asked my teacher, “how on earth is one expected to still the mind, and recite a mantra during an earthquake?”, all I got was “silly fellow” and a pat on my head! Lol
On a lighter note, two years ago, there was a slightly big earthquake in Cali. Everyone rushed out of their apartments while the building shook for a little bit. As we stood on the street, everyone was staring at me and smiling! And then I looked around, everyone was holding on to their children, husband, wife, and loved ones. Me, on the other hand, stood there with my laptop, iPad, phone, a charging cable while my GF was glaring at me “priorities”