Grew a ton in my experience with romantically inclined relationships. Honouring my feelings was a big lesson.
More faith and confidence towards my higher self and the flow of my life.
Lile BPIL, what seemed negative at first turns out to be a positive. I asked a new friend if he would like to hangout with me with no response for days.
I gave him love and instead of falling victim to the jealous mindset, i reminded myself that he is his own soul and i should keep the door open with our new friendship instead of jumping to the most unloving conclusions.
He showed up to my party and instantly clicked with all my friends. I had faith and trust and i finallu see the benefits. I intuitively knew he’d show up even when i had no reply from him.
Instead of seeing with my eyes, it was so much more fun to feel the energy of my birthday and those with me.
I was given so many gifts and surprises. I was given genuine love from every soul i have been investing my energy and love to.
I learned patience. I learned EXCITEMENT. Excitement that this is the baseline of life and the possibility is always there in each moment for love and wisdom.
I learned to love my self more and more.
I learned that the ego is short-sighted and there will be so many more colourful experiences for me to live through.
I learned my self worth and to honour my accomplishments.
I learned how to receive love by giving love unconditionally.
I am now learning to be a reflection of unconditional love to anyone and everyone i meet.
edit: kindness is sexy! i’m sticking to it. a couple years ago i was two-faced and didn’t share my truth and it showed with the handful of ‘friends’ i realized weren’t there for me through my challenges.
with kindness as my daily practice, i feel the most connected i’ve ever been to more souls.