Thanks for everyone showing up to the meditation today. I had started about 12:00 P.M. At first, I was getting totally into it, going deeper and deeper into it every second, with 100% mental clarity. Felt really blissful, happy, and totally serene. Then, when I heard the horse neighing, I started to cry. Lol. I had watched like 3 different Youtube videos from the channel called ‘Kritter Club’ last night, and it had been stuck on my mind. They were separate stories of one cat , the other 2 were about 2 different dogs. And like, these animals were abandoned by their owners. These animals, had all waited for there owners, night and day, for the most part, to come back. They even waited like 6 months or more. Rain or shine. Night or day. Hot or cold. At that same, exact spot. Searching everyone’s faces to see if it was their owner. And it just got me really emotional yesterday. The loyalty. The unconditional love. Like how could people do this to those poor animals. Two of the animals, though, who were extremely friendly towards people otherwise, put up a big ruckus when civilians tried to catch them and send them to good and warm homes for the Winter. Like the people were getting worried because it started to get cold and there was no doubt that the cat and the dogs would be there, waiting faithfully, for their owners to come back. So as I was meditating, and heard the neigh of the horse…I automatically felt and thought about an animal’s unconditional love, and I started to cry. I was thinking about those videos I had seen, and kept telling the animals in my mind and trying to send positive energy and love to them, that I was sorry for what they went through. And that they didn’t deserve it. And that they deserve all the love in the world. We can learn so much from animals man. Loyalty. Compassion. Unconditional love. Selflessness. I have been trying really hard to let go of my ego lately. I had even reached out to an old friend, that I knew, still didn’t see me in the best of light. And that was completely out of my character, but hey, I am okay with that. All I can do is my part. Just like my wrist tattoo says, “I am not for everyone.” Uncle used to tell me, “If people are hatin’ on you, you’re doing something right.” But, I feel the more I fight against my ego, and try to build a new one, the more my spirit wins from within.