I’m still working on these:
- Self-Sabotage (I’ve had so many actions which resulted in new difficult challenges, yet those actions were the result of difficult challenges themselves, so… Point 2 is…)
- Getting stuck, often and repeating bad patterns (including Overeating, bad foods addictions, etc. - I’ve just decided to drop anything which controls me, they are off plate now… It’s a drastical solution, but I am obese…)
- Lack of Healthy Self-Love
- Lack of Self-Knowledge (I don’t even understand my animal and human nature, so anything above that is an even greater challenge)
- Fear, all kinds of fears, although most have been in my head and only some of them proved to be real
- Lack of discipline, chaotic schedule, as a result of certain mental challenges
- Trouble communicating/interacting with others (real life, not on the internet), although tbh I find relationships, of all kind, including friendships, to not be worth my time, I’m just interested in my evolution, I care very little for socializing (it might or it might not be a problem, I don’t necessarily find it to be a Huge problem) (maybe it’s due to having bad experiences with so many people or maybe I am a difficult person, anyway) (now, i can personally live with or without people/relationships, I care more about my dignity and my inner peace then I care about having friends or a woman near me; a friend of mine just asked for my forgiveness, but I heard he lost his job, he probably needs some money again… and I’m suddenly his best friend again… )
In the past, I’ve had to overcome memory loss/problems, depression, Intrusive Thoughts, abnormal/unhealthy sexual impulses (although this might be a different subject), etc.
As for the future, those 7 which I’ve mentioned as my current challenges, are some challenges which I will have to overcome, probably others too.
Edit:
8. Explaining myself, in order to not be misunderstood…
It’s not worth it, people can only understand what they can understand.
And
9. Trying not to upset others…
Maybe thats due to me thinking that I might need them in the future lol.
Again, how I behave on the forum is one thing, real life, I’m a different person, although perhaps only slightly different.
Sometimes I might be more raw and sometimes I might be more calculated.…
It all depends on the circumstances.
I’ve had a couple bosses which I’ve hated.
I never vented my hate towards them, since I wanted to keep my job.
Also, a couple relatives, I need some diplomacy, in order to have a roof over my head.
And:
10. Procrastination…
“I’ll do it later”…