Hello again,
As I acquaint myself with the forum, it occurs to me that a lot of people experience a sporadic working of the fields…meaning sometimes they work and other times they don’t or they work differently for different people. I’m interested because it happens to me as well.
One theory I’ve developed is that maybe one’s soul/higher self/greater consciousness/daimon et al is at work.
There’s a great short play by Thorton Wilder called “The Angel That Troubled the Waters” (https://www.loa.org/images/pdf/Wilder_Angel.pdf) which, in part, (based loosely, I would say, on story of the healing waters of the Bethesda in John 5 but also I think in mythology…) is the story of a physician who visits healing waters in hopes of a cure for a (to him) hideous but unseen ailment.
Short version: In this story, The Angel appears at the healing waters once a day to stir it. Whoever reaches the waters first (after the stir) gets cured that day. But it’s only one person per day. So the physician comes every day and every day he gets closer to being 'the One". So the day comes where he should be “the One” and just as he’s about to enter the waters the Angel tells him “…Draw back, physician, this moment is not for you.” And so the physician tries to make his case to the Angel as to why he really, really should be “the One”.
What the Angel said next is really…stunning…well here it is, in part…
“The Angel: (Stands a moment in silence.) Without your
wound where would your power be? It is your very remorse
that makes your low voice tremble into the hearts of men.
The very angels themselves cannot persuade the wretched
and blundering children on earth as can one human being
broken on the wheels of living. In Love’s service only the
wounded soldiers can serve. Draw back.”
I get super emotional every time I read that, especially that last line…anyway,
My theory is that maybe the thing you’re trying to heal (with the fields) but can’t, is the thing your soul needs to come to terms with (for lack of a better phrase) in this lifetime? In other words, without your wound, how would you serve? Indeed
Food for thought.
I’m interested in thoughts on this as well as other theories.
Thank you for your kind attention.