My thoughts on marijuana usage

No, didn’t say this, he has very little trouble expressing his feelings. There’s been a lot of work done with him, he was very lucky to get the support that he has, very few in Scotland are given the level he has. He only has a hint of OCD when it comes to shops and the arrangement of his soft toys. The supported carer that he lives with has worked absolute magic with him.
Now, IF he still lived with me (I tried my best, I failed miserably, no dis to me, just facts) I would be 101% agreeing with you. It’s just now, given the wholesome situation he’s in and various other factors, my gut has done a 180 and I no longer fear for his future (well, anymore than I fear for the future of all humans :joy:). Bit hey, one of my greatest strengths is that I have no problem at all admitting when I’m wrong, maybe I am now. Just don’t think that’s the case with this one. But time will tell it, always does.

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Working on this. There’s some chat in the brain dancer thread about this. Really, if I could just get him to listen to one thought it would be blueprint of life. He’s coming to visit me today so I will once again be broaching the subject.

Quite frankly so would I. Not very keen at all for him to try acid. And since I’m the only person he knows who can get it for him, I’m pretty much the gatekeeper at this point. So far he’s really doesn’t want to try it without me being there to “spot” him, and unless/untill that changes I won’t be bringing it up again.

This I know. I have literally drained myself to the core. It’s not just manmade stiff that does this. Weed is perfectly natural, and it has absolutely destroyed me. Sorry, let me rephrase that: I have absolutely destroyed myself and drained myself, using and abusing weed.

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Have u tried to play the autism field to him?

I remember when philp told me to listen to it. It helped me greatly so I mean no offence.

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Weed gave my severe dp/Dr back in the day. Totally screwed up my mental health. Forever grateful to have found sapien med YouTube channel which came to my rescue.

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None taken at all lovely. All help and attempted advice is greatly appreciated. Thing with my boy is, he feels absolutely fine in himself and doesn’t WANT to change anything :joy:

My thought on marijuana is getting caught by the police

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aye

Something that seems likely, who knows

this new era with weed is a bit conscious, or it is.
the plant will grow in wisdom.
Like other shamanistic types, and there will be energy to
take movement along with the dreaming to accomplish. So perhaps no endless chasing it.

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The first audio of yours I ever found was the dopamine repair system. And it was odd, because I’d been looking for a while for binural beats (hadn’t even heard of Robert Sheldrake or morphic fields before) for ages to help with my addiction. Then it just appeared to me, though it had been up for a few years already. I still use that one, there’s been a lot of damage done there. It’s only just getting smoothed out now after well over a year of consistent use.
Message of the day folks: sometimes (oftentimes) there’s no quick fix and you gotta keep at it. :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
@Captain_Nemo

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I love that field. That was the first audio I ever used from sapien med. I remember first time playing it in depersonalised/ derealised state. I instantly felt the receptors in my brain stand erect and it was like I came back from the dead or something. Then I combined it with depression relief, ngf and brain regen and I was recovered. Felt like a brand new person altogether.

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Aye man, for any addiction or out of it situation it really helps so much. Forever grateful :pray:

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As always… let your own intuition guide you. Especially you get a message from one of the master plant teachers to avoid weed, it’s best to do that.

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We get so many messages daily. It’s just if we want to listen to them or not :wink:

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Bumping this thread because yesterday I smoked a joint and the sensations during my usual rounds of facial symmetry before bed were amplified to the point I could feel my face melting… not gonna lie it was kinda trippy lol

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Marijuana makes me more perceptive to the energies and enhances my astral senses, I feel more alert and present when I’m high.

On the other hand, it messes up my dopamine system, gives me constant, uncontrollable hunger and makes me sleepy and tired. Strain on the wallet as well.
Without the few usual hits in the morning the world looks grim. Hobbies and activities are dull and unexciting.

Marijuana to me is a crutch, a medium I was relying on, robbing myself of the opportunity to learn how to walk on my own.

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I can see tons of stuff I identify myself with after smoking a joint.

It helps to stop doing it.

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