I don’t either, they have ethelyne glycol on them, one of the most carcinogenic substances we know of. I’m willing to bet my silver stash that there will be a good deal of nose/throat and brain cancers in the coming years.
Aside from that I just wanted to send you some love youngen. Your experience, though terrifyingly common right now, is none the less in need of it. I really wish there was something more than that that I could do for you. I’d send you blueprint of life, but it just won’t work the way you need unless you or a blood relative has paid for it.
So love is what I send, an infinite amount of it. You stand strong, stick to your guns, here for you pet, if you need to chat or rant feel absolutely free to send me a DM. These are really dark and scary time and humanity is fracturing, but we need to keep shining in the darkness and have faith that it will be as it needs to be to shake us all out of our collective apathetic stupor.